I miss my old friend blogger. I miss the feeling of pouring to you. Most of all, I need to brush my english through this good friend of mine.

Welcome me back. I will be updating it as often as I can.

Starbucks, I love you too. :)

Still working on a few articles. Should be able to post it up soon.

:)

Been waiting since Jan.

It has always been my favourite month of the year.

Xmas is one of the reason, its my birth month too.

But I don't feel the same like previous years.

Work load increased tremendously therefore unable to have a wonderful attendance for school,

team mates are unhappy cos I really don't have the energy to contribute,

just dying to rest and have some peace whenever I can.

Peace of mind to work on my stuff.

I don't expect or I shouldn't expect anything from anyone anymore.

Disappointments are always at the ending point.

Cos end of the day, your friends love you when you have fun,

but they seems to disappear when you try to let them know what's on your mind.

Im washing my hands off, for not wanting to create a "bossy" impression.

Im not, and I just want the best for the people I care for.

The possessive extend has made people afraid of me I guess.

haha.

Talking about being obsessed, I guess Im too into him.

Made me lose my mind, and just can't focus on what I have to do,

so Im gonna cut these troubles away, since he likes to do it that way,

I shall do the same too.

Finally have the chance to take a short break.

Going on a trip to KL, time to stock up my coloured jeans n more black tops.

Hair cut, hope Uncle Alan can give me a new look for my new self.

Oprah is taking her break at 25 yrs, I should too, this 4 years has been tiring.

This man here is of nothing that you should tear or feel upset about.

Its time to find my worth back!

It controls your mind, body and soul.

Lure you to create emotions and lose your mind.

Makes you to scarify whatever you have, yet you thinks that it worth it all.

It can bring you happiness nevertheless it will bring you endless sadness too.

However it reminds how naive you are to believe things will work.

Its slowly taking your breath away till you lose it all and wake up dead.

Your soul loses its direction and your blood no longer flows red.

An evil angel picks on you to bring you down to the fallen.

There you see other souls who were chosen to lead the path.

For Romance is a killer, that can bring you life and death.

You grasp for your last breath, buts its all too late because death has call for its way.

Rest in Peace my soul and for love has bring you much misery.

May you find love in another heaven where God's grace is greater than thy human's love.

-Serene Chai. 29nov09.

one mth to her 22.

Guess it has been ages since I last update my post. 26 days ago? haha. Sorry folks, been real busy with work(new job) and my online business. ;)

September is coming to an end soon and Im really glad that it went well for me. I started my new job on the 22nd and re-established my online biz. Self-motivation to keep it going even though I went through a bad month earlier. The best news is to see emails coming in to my gmail box everyday. Because emails = new orders, love the feeling of being a boss because seriously, I always like to do things on my own for business and being the sole proprietor of my blogshop is so far the best accomplishment for me, alone. I really enjoy getting positive feedbacks from my custs. and it just keeps me going regardless the few hours of sleep everyday. It's all worth it! :)

Well, my new job is with Panasonic. Yup, the company thats sells almost anything that require electricity to run, you name it, we have it! haha. Definitely not working as a promoter for them but doing sort of a planner role, handling their logistics. Challenging I would say, as so far thats the most "brain consuming" job for me. A lot of people ask what's the pay, I will say not so bad at least its a permanent position and I really get to enjoy the benefits. :) (Something that I yearn for since last year)

I can see it as a long term career and not any "job". The reason why I say they are paying rather okay because its located at Tuas, yes, it T.U.A.S! But transportation provided, shuttle service and I get to knocked off at 5.15pm, compared to the 6.15pm previously which is a definite late for school. But if I leave my office at 5.15, I get to reach school at 6.15pm. Which is better?

Thanks to Adelene(dear classmate) who had a conversation with me few months back. We were discussing about pay and benefits and she gave me some advice and tips to make decisions before accepting a job. Ade is working in a MNC too, as an HR exe. :)

I am beginning to believe in destiny. Because I have lost the step to achieving my dream before and I thought that I was gone as there is no way I can find myself a job in this crisis. But I never lose hope in my life therefore faith gave me the chance to get myself a new job within once month after I end my previous job. Its an important lesson for me and to anyone out there who are facing problems and difficulties in coping, my best advice is to Never Give Up.

This was a message I received from Stefanie Sun's panda bear when I went to her concert in July. There's a photo of Stefanie when she was in the Middle East doing some charity work, she autographed it and was selling it together with the panda. Each panda comes with different phrases that she hand-wrote it before signing, and I had this message from her:

"I feel powerless sometimes. But it is better to do than not to do."

It is to remind us that at times when we feel like we cannot go further anymore, try to push yourself to complete your task/mission. Because we might never know what's at the finishing point if we never complete what we are supposed to do in the first place. :)

So to all my folks out there, for those who are working, be glad that you have a job, work smart but not so hard everyday, you need to take a short break sometimes(by going home slightly earlier at a certain day of the week). For those who are studying, knowledge is something that no one can take it away from you, study smart too and study hard(when exams are coming), you need a rest too so do take sufficient break for your mighty brain. :)

Never Give Up on what you are suppose to do because ALL of US are born with a purpose. No one is born as a waste to the Earth because God created each and everyone for a purpose. I believe there's always someone whom you like to talk to whenever you're upset or happy, well, it works better than ever to say it out than to keep in your heart/mind. 2 brains work better than one. :)

Things don't happen if you do nothing, if you want something make sure you really want it so that you will never lose track of it and make that as an motivation to move you even further.

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haha. Hope Im not trying to doze you off. In fact, Im already getting kind of sleepy as I woke up at 5am in a SUNDAY morning due to an sms sent by my cust. But Im definitely not grumbling, what makes me grumble is the disconnection of the internet by my sis! *yawn*, guess im gonna take a nap and hopefully by the time Im awake, she has switched on the modem. :)

Oh yes, I watched Phobia 2, it was more of a comedy than a horror movie. I simply love the last story! It was damn funny! haha. SO you see, everything is unpredictable until you have come to the end.

Thats all for today or this month! haha.

Till then. :)

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