Serene-oh-Serendipity!

Time to Move On

2011-08-01T13:56:00.007+08:00

A crazy week passed. Bid goodbye to July in a rush.
Many things happened during the last week of July and I am still trying to get over it soon.

School.
I used to look forward for classes, going home with her, spending our time talking anything under the sun. She was my best friend ever since year 4 started. I lost my previous classmates due to my laziness and hack-care attitude towards my studies for the past 4 years. They graduated and I have not. Stuck at where I am, I need to learn to make new friends and adapt to new ways of working with new people.

I accepted the challenge since I chose the route. I was glad I made a new friend, and her name was sf. I thank God for her because it is not easy to survive alone in class especially when my work can be really demanding at times, I need a friend and there she was. Sf was a hardworking lady with strong character, sets high standards and cheerful appearance, we got along very well soon.

Days started out really happy, I look forward to class, always trying my best to make it for class even though my work load can be mountainous. There was an extraordinary strength that made me have faith for my acadamic studies again. I was really thankful and treasure our friendship more than anything else.

Our first project was handled to us the first month ever since we started the semester. Gladly I was being accepted to the group with sf as it was my strong subject. I was confident that we will be able to score for this because that is what I do for a living. However things turned sideways 5-6 weeks after the project was handed. We had our first argument.

Maybe I was too bothered about her feelings towards me, so I tend to ask more questions about what went wrong to cause her to have the sudden change in attitude towards me. After a few messages, her final reply was, "Leave me alone, I had enough stress already". I wanted her to stand with me so much, because I dont wish her to get affected by the project because I am confident that we can get it done on time. But she misunderstood that I was talking about her personal issues that caused the stress which I don't know about the details much.

Eventually, things didn't go smoothly, and she deleted me from facebook.
Our friendship that lasted less than 4 months ended.

She asked me to move and get over it. Yet it is easier said than done. To her, maybe Im just another person who crossed her life, but to me, she was my best friend in school since my "new start". After that incident, I felt like I have lost hope in school. Feeling angry and upset, I can't help but to keep telling myself that I have to move on and off from these upset memories.

Thank to God again, I saw Ms Szetoh(course manager) today, she encouraged me to stay on and be strong as it will be soon that I will be graduating like my other classmates too. I wrote a message to my buddy during early poly days, Rajathi. Saying thanks that I should have worked harder and graduate with them too. Yes, I regretted but I learned two very meaningful lessons for this.
1. Treasure what you have before you lose them
2. Always trust God that he almighty will guide you during your darkest days

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Past Love.
30 July was his birthday. Hope he had a good one. I sent his favourite CJC jacket back to him as I no longer need it anymore. It was his favourite hence I guess I should return back to him. Good memories are always last short yet beautiful.

We do not contact anymore because we have both moved on to better things in life. I do not regret knowing him, in fact I am glad he found me back in this space you're reading after we lost touch for 5 years. Never did I thought someone would type "serene" in yahoo and hopefully find someone whom you're looking for. *laughs*

I can't forget his address because I had remembered it in my heart since we used to write lots of letters when I was studying overseas. There are still fond memories that I don't think I will forget for the rest of my life. Those monthly anniversary presents which includes a surprise bouquet when I was with my first job.

Even though our relationship ended, I wish to say thank you for giving me the best time of my life. Here is something that I have always wanted to let you know since you left, even though it is impossible for us anymore.

I have never left you for another guy, in fact you were always the one that I look forward to spend time with at that time. After void deck conversation, he admitted to me that we wasn't an item and all along he wasn't ready for a relationship with me. I wanted you to believe me however you chose not to and turn your back against me. What I needed from you was trust yet time and time again you chose to listen to your cousin (who told ur mom I was seen with another person?), your mom (who came up to me and asked me funny questions?) and your aunt (who asked you to give deep thoughts about us). I am not sure whether do you speak up for me however it proves that our relationship is not strong enough to handle these tests. I was quite dishearten that you got yourself another girl less than one month after we broke up. It shows how much you cherish this relationship. So this time, is finally time for me to let go and begin my new life.

I enjoy my life now. Every part of it with my love ones and people who loves me. I should let myself off after years thinking about it without fail. Wish you all the best in life.
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I pray for God to give me extra strength to get over this period of tough time in school.
Also thank God for giving me the energy to face my daily challenges, a caring family with warmth and a man who provided me the love I needed. Amen.

Be kind to Others, Be more kind to Yourself

2011-05-27T14:55:00.000+08:00

I have learnt some important lessons today.

You don't have to please everyone because people may take you as a fool.
You don't have to agree with everyone because you are who you are.
You don't have to smile if you don't want to.
You have the right to say No if Yes isn't what's on your mind.
Never disclose anything too personal with someone whom you can't figure out at times. It can be a threat when the person blows at you.

End of the day, you can't make the whole world happy, so quit doing that. Be kind to yourself and be who you are.
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I think its a very important for myself because I have always been afraid of friends who are angry with me. I am not someone who says things that are pleasing to the ears. I mean there's not a need to do so especially to those whom I consider as friends. But indeed though named as "friends", after your humble advice you will find them disappearing and tagging you with the word "criticism".

Even my closest pal, I sometimes wonder does she really know me well because she might just be pleasing everyone including me. Insincerity is how I feel in return.

3 years after the incident, I guess no one tried maybe someone did but not hard enough to resolve the conflict. Though the other party is really stubborn but its sad that no one really fight or stand beside me throughout. I don't blame anyone just have to take the fact that its the truth and it hurts.

Friends, to me is a word that is virtual since young. Looks real sounds real but not real. I learned the word boycott when I was in primary school school.

I guess the only time I felt really great with friends was during secondary school days, the 3Ls who really stood out for me. I wasn't close with them at all yet they helped me and defended me. I guess these are true friends whom can still be very close after 10 years of friendship. I sincerely wish them well always.

Now as I grew up connecting with the society, I understand that I need to be independent. There's no one to help you except yourself. You have to be strong and fight your war because even your closest kin may take you as a target. I have lost a lot of time in the past, its time to move on, put down the past and carry on my life. Good or bad, it solely depend on me.

Like it or not, this is me. I am moving on.

当冬夜渐暖

2011-05-27T11:25:00.002+08:00

很　多　事　情　不是　谁　说　了就　算　
即使　　伤　心　结　果　还　是　自己担　
多　少　次失　望　表　示　着　多　少　次期盼　
事　实　　证　明　幸　福很　难　

我们　之　间　不是　谁　说　了就　算　
拉扯　的爱徒　增　结　局的难　堪　
一百　次　相　爱只　要　有　一次的　绚　烂　
下　一次会　更　勇　敢　

当　冬　夜　渐　暖　当　大海　也不再　那么蓝　
当　月　色的　纯　白　变　得阴　暗
那只　是　代　表　快　乐不再　那么　简　单　
当　冬　夜　渐　暖　
当　夏　夜的树　　上　不再　有　蝉　
当　回　忆老　去的痕　迹斑　斑　
那只　是　因　为　悲　　伤　从　来　都　不会　有　答案

我们　之　间　不是　谁　说　了就　算　
拉扯　的爱徒　增　结　局的难　堪　
一百　次　相　爱只　要　有　一次的　绚　烂　
下　一次会　更　勇　敢　

当　冬　夜　渐　暖　当　大海　也不再　那么蓝　
当　月　色的　纯　白　变　得阴　暗
那只　是　代　表　快　乐不再　那么　简　单　
当　冬　夜　渐　暖　
当　夏　夜的树　　上　不再　有　蝉　
当　回　忆老　去的痕　迹斑　斑　
那只　是　因　为　悲　　伤　从　来　都　不会　有　答案

当　冬　夜　渐　暖　当　青　春　也都　烟　消　云　散　
当　美　丽的故事　都　有　遗憾　
那只　是　习　惯　把爱　当　作　喜　欢

Losing weight time

2011-05-19T12:30:00.002+08:00

Saw pics of me during the bkk trip.

f.a.t. - putting on lotsa weight recently. time to excercise and cut on those good food.

running & swimming is urgently require before sept comes. *panic!!*
I've got 3 important weddings coming up, so definitely gotta be at my best! :)

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I miss my lunch buddies. Their jokes and nonsense, hope they will be back soon.
I realised that I cant really do it alone. I need my power nuts friends. I love to be who I am however I hope I can be a stronger and determine me. As it goes saying, you dont need a lot of friends, just one or two who is always with you. But where can I find this one or two whom I need at times?

Am I looking for more friends this year? I guess Im looking for what I really want in life.

This sat as I refurnish my room, I will throw away the unhappiness from the past, repaint with a new chapter and welcome a new room, a new me.

HOT Weather!

2011-05-10T00:11:00.003+08:00

The temperature in sg just kept rising like a new launch in stock market.

Madness weather making everyone hide in air-conditioned rooms. Same for me.

Besides the weather, I think its good to know who are your real friends. People who really treats u sincerely, accepts who you are and not what you can offer.

Friends of long years seems to be best friends but indeed they are not. They do not know you because they thinks your humble opinions seems harsh. Coming Sept, it will be my last time doing as a friend, afterwhich I guess there's no longer a need to force myself to be in it. Simply because I dont fit in it and forcing doesnt seems to be the best solution after all these years. Im tired and it doesnt make sense as time goes by.

Nevertheless, I believe my absence can work wonders in uniting all of you. Thats my decision. Coming Sept. Yes, I am doing for my dear friend who worth every bit of my effort.

God bless.

Welcome ME Back

2011-05-07T16:45:00.002+08:00

Stopped for a Year. Think its time to start again.

I miss my old friend blogger. I miss the feeling of pouring to you. Most of all, I need to brush my english through this good friend of mine.

Welcome me back. I will be updating it as often as I can.

Starbucks, I love you too. :)

Been awhile

2010-05-31T23:19:00.002+08:00

Woooh, it has been awhile since I last blog.

Still working on a few articles. Should be able to post it up soon.

Need for some fresh air

2009-12-01T22:14:00.000+08:00

Finally its Dec.

Been waiting since Jan.

It has always been my favourite month of the year.

Xmas is one of the reason, its my birth month too.

But I don't feel the same like previous years.

Work load increased tremendously therefore unable to have a wonderful attendance for school,

team mates are unhappy cos I really don't have the energy to contribute,

just dying to rest and have some peace whenever I can.

Peace of mind to work on my stuff.

I don't expect or I shouldn't expect anything from anyone anymore.

Disappointments are always at the ending point.

Cos end of the day, your friends love you when you have fun,

but they seems to disappear when you try to let them know what's on your mind.

Im washing my hands off, for not wanting to create a "bossy" impression.

Im not, and I just want the best for the people I care for.

The possessive extend has made people afraid of me I guess.

haha.

Talking about being obsessed, I guess Im too into him.

Made me lose my mind, and just can't focus on what I have to do,

so Im gonna cut these troubles away, since he likes to do it that way,

I shall do the same too.

Finally have the chance to take a short break.

Going on a trip to KL, time to stock up my coloured jeans n more black tops.

Hair cut, hope Uncle Alan can give me a new look for my new self.

Oprah is taking her break at 25 yrs, I should too, this 4 years has been tiring.

This man here is of nothing that you should tear or feel upset about.

Its time to find my worth back!

Rest Love thy Soul.

2009-11-29T15:58:00.000+08:00

Romance seems to be the most poisonous drug for the heart.

It controls your mind, body and soul.

Lure you to create emotions and lose your mind.

Makes you to scarify whatever you have, yet you thinks that it worth it all.

It can bring you happiness nevertheless it will bring you endless sadness too.

However it reminds how naive you are to believe things will work.

Its slowly taking your breath away till you lose it all and wake up dead.

Your soul loses its direction and your blood no longer flows red.

An evil angel picks on you to bring you down to the fallen.

There you see other souls who were chosen to lead the path.

For Romance is a killer, that can bring you life and death.

You grasp for your last breath, buts its all too late because death has call for its way.

Rest in Peace my soul and for love has bring you much misery.

May you find love in another heaven where God's grace is greater than thy human's love.

-Serene Chai. 29nov09.

one mth to her 22.

A purpose for living, a purpose for staying strong and focus.

2009-09-27T09:03:00.001+08:00

Guess it has been ages since I last update my post. 26 days ago? haha. Sorry folks, been real busy with work(new job) and my online business. ;)

September is coming to an end soon and Im really glad that it went well for me. I started my new job on the 22nd and re-established my online biz. Self-motivation to keep it going even though I went through a bad month earlier. The best news is to see emails coming in to my gmail box everyday. Because emails = new orders, love the feeling of being a boss because seriously, I always like to do things on my own for business and being the sole proprietor of my blogshop is so far the best accomplishment for me, alone. I really enjoy getting positive feedbacks from my custs. and it just keeps me going regardless the few hours of sleep everyday. It's all worth it! :)

Well, my new job is with Panasonic. Yup, the company thats sells almost anything that require electricity to run, you name it, we have it! haha. Definitely not working as a promoter for them but doing sort of a planner role, handling their logistics. Challenging I would say, as so far thats the most "brain consuming" job for me. A lot of people ask what's the pay, I will say not so bad at least its a permanent position and I really get to enjoy the benefits. :) (Something that I yearn for since last year)

I can see it as a long term career and not any "job". The reason why I say they are paying rather okay because its located at Tuas, yes, it T.U.A.S! But transportation provided, shuttle service and I get to knocked off at 5.15pm, compared to the 6.15pm previously which is a definite late for school. But if I leave my office at 5.15, I get to reach school at 6.15pm. Which is better?

Thanks to Adelene(dear classmate) who had a conversation with me few months back. We were discussing about pay and benefits and she gave me some advice and tips to make decisions before accepting a job. Ade is working in a MNC too, as an HR exe. :)

I am beginning to believe in destiny. Because I have lost the step to achieving my dream before and I thought that I was gone as there is no way I can find myself a job in this crisis. But I never lose hope in my life therefore faith gave me the chance to get myself a new job within once month after I end my previous job. Its an important lesson for me and to anyone out there who are facing problems and difficulties in coping, my best advice is to Never Give Up.

This was a message I received from Stefanie Sun's panda bear when I went to her concert in July. There's a photo of Stefanie when she was in the Middle East doing some charity work, she autographed it and was selling it together with the panda. Each panda comes with different phrases that she hand-wrote it before signing, and I had this message from her:

"I feel powerless sometimes. But it is better to do than not to do."

It is to remind us that at times when we feel like we cannot go further anymore, try to push yourself to complete your task/mission. Because we might never know what's at the finishing point if we never complete what we are supposed to do in the first place. :)

So to all my folks out there, for those who are working, be glad that you have a job, work smart but not so hard everyday, you need to take a short break sometimes(by going home slightly earlier at a certain day of the week). For those who are studying, knowledge is something that no one can take it away from you, study smart too and study hard(when exams are coming), you need a rest too so do take sufficient break for your mighty brain. :)

Never Give Up on what you are suppose to do because ALL of US are born with a purpose. No one is born as a waste to the Earth because God created each and everyone for a purpose. I believe there's always someone whom you like to talk to whenever you're upset or happy, well, it works better than ever to say it out than to keep in your heart/mind. 2 brains work better than one. :)

Things don't happen if you do nothing, if you want something make sure you really want it so that you will never lose track of it and make that as an motivation to move you even further.

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haha. Hope Im not trying to doze you off. In fact, Im already getting kind of sleepy as I woke up at 5am in a SUNDAY morning due to an sms sent by my cust. But Im definitely not grumbling, what makes me grumble is the disconnection of the internet by my sis! *yawn*, guess im gonna take a nap and hopefully by the time Im awake, she has switched on the modem. :)

Oh yes, I watched Phobia 2, it was more of a comedy than a horror movie. I simply love the last story! It was damn funny! haha. SO you see, everything is unpredictable until you have come to the end.

Thats all for today or this month! haha.

Till then. :)

A happy post, for a happy soul

2009-09-01T08:54:00.000+08:00

I want to smile, I am trying very hard to do so.
I want to be strong, I am trying very hard too.
The strength seems to be getting lighter and the skies seems to be darker than ever.
Felt like Im lost in a forest maze whereby the exit is covered by thick block bushes.
Been signing in and signing out again, again and again, just have no idea what to type.

That was all I tried to type during the month of August. Not pretty sure what I should write. Hence I broke my record for not updating my blog for ONE Month. Well, not pretty impressive though. :) However I couldnt forget what made my day the most for the month, it was attending Kelvin Lam's birthday party on 22nd aug. It was awesome and so far the best party ever attended. Really cheered up after a month of so-very sad news everyday, so the best remedy is definitely a great LOL! :) haha.

Well, had a short trip with PR to KL, I will say its a very simple trip with a simple idea of purely dumping everything in Spore to have an escape to another land. It didnt really work because I didnt have a good sleep for the 3 days, maybe staying at the hotel will be a better choice BUT its okay. Its over anyway and I really miss Subang. :)

Stepping in the month of Sept, I am not really sure what I should be expecting but I know its a great choice to leave work now because I seriously hate my boss. *oops, sorry to be so blunt* And once again prove that I cannot work under a China/Japan boss. :)

Updates on school. Well, 1st sem of Year 3 is coming to an end this wednesday after my MR paper. Im really really really anxious to know my grade my law, haha, should be rather different from the rest of my grades so far. *crossing my fingers* That's the only module that I managed to finish the revision for the whole bOOK! lols. *dont you laugh at me!*

okies, its 9 soon, gonna work.

Countdown to FRIDAY! :D

sick

2009-07-30T09:34:00.000+08:00

sick.

sick.

sick.

Boss words

2009-07-16T14:33:00.004+08:00

"Do not be afraid to lost anything.... if you will lost it, you will lost it anyway, but something is out of our control or even out of our boss's control.
what we can do is, do our best every day... do not care too much of the results......

FOR YOUNG PERSON, RESULT IS NOT IMPORTANT AT ALL.
RESULT IS IMPORTANT FOR OLD PERSON, BECAUSE THEY CAN NOT LOSE..."

Written by my Japanese boss. *my direct boss lah*

All the best to myself and people who are reading it. :)

Woohooo!

2009-07-11T14:26:00.002+08:00

Stefanie's Concert in 6 hours time.

Pulau Ubin in 20 hours time.

Man, Im just so UP!

Lazy lazy day

2009-07-10T14:15:00.001+08:00

Im feeling really really sleepy now. I can just doze off while typing this in the office. tsk tsk.

Mmmm.

Finally, the 5 days attachment is over. Finally because Im really very tired after 5days of working in the office followed by 2days for my attachment. Wooh, Im glad I survived after the 3 weeks. But didn't really survived throughout cos I did fall sick during the weeks, almost caught with H1N1, thanks to the Business Manager who went US for ONE MONTH and went back to work straight after that. Irresponsible shit, hope u thank God that you're blessed enough to recover from the flu. Does anyone knows how easily this flu can pass?

Well, back to attachment. :)

I really enjoyed my 5 days, though its weekend I still managed to handle a few cases. Words cant descibe how much I love this job and Im definitely gonna endure the upcoming trainings and excerises. I guess this new career will bring me to greater heights to explore my well-being and potential. To people who are finding hard time working on sch projects with me, just like to say Im Sorry because I don't wish to explain. School is no longer in my top list. Thanks mates for the support all these while. You guys have been great. (hey, im not quitting school ya, just gonna be MIA sometimes but will definitely try to complete and get my cert.)

Did my health assessment tests on Wed, it took me 6 hours before I can step out of SGH. It is quite interesting thou, there was this nurse who kept chatting with me. haha, she was trying to impress me so that I can fill up the feedback form for her. haha. But unfortunately she wasn't there before I left, cos I was at the OGC for 2 hours just becos my bladder was not full enough to do the scan. Sorry nurse. I'll write for you if I see you on 22nd kay? haha. But anyway, I had lunch with May yi(smelly's aunt who is working at NHC), funny conversations throughout. haha.

:D

Well, Smelly and I are fine. We just "celebrated" our 3 yr 9 mth anni on tues, actual date was 3rd. People who know will understand that, this relationship is really full of ups and downs. But recently it has been good than ever, just can't express through words, Im starting to know this boy better and the same for him. Some pics during our dinner. Apologies for the dark pics, cos the setting is quite dark and my camera has got no flash.

The little shells on the first page are fresh oysters not mushrooms ya! haha. Sorry for the dark pics once again. :p

CONGRATS to MY two darlings, Moon and Pohpia for successfully getting a NEW JOB! muacks. Congrats and WORK SMART & HARD ya!
ALL THE BEST!

AND to my dearest timo, I will GET THROUGH and not procrastinate anymore!
You're gonna be proud of me!
:D

Alright. I gotta get back to work now.

Idoitic me.

2009-07-03T14:48:00.000+08:00

ha ha.

I just did something really stupid.

Just a bit of background, I have been watching Boys over Flower on Youtube for the past one week, *with speakers when Im alone in the office and with earpiece when my boss is around, so as usual I was watching after lunch. But as I saw my boss walking into to the office, I paused the show and work abit. (haha, act hardworking) And so, after seeing my boss settled down on his desk, I continued my show instantly after putting the earpiece in my ear.

The show went on for about 5 minutes then I realised that I DID NOT plug the earpiece into the comp and the sound from the show was coming directly from the speakers! Cool. Its an open secret now. =]

Idoitic.

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Anyway, its my last day of attachment this Sunday. Am definitely gonna miss my fav PM and medics. It was so much fun working with you guys and I will definitely endure to be a PM.

Had my Smelly night yesterday, wanted to try out MOF but Mel came so we went to Sakae instead. Who wants to date me for MOF? haha.

Hope I can make it for Sun tanning with Moon tmr. Im dying to meet the Sun but just afraid the sore throat is gonna kill me soon. :(

Ciao.

Do you have something to say?

2009-06-29T11:51:00.002+08:00

Hmm.

I was wondering when my blog tracker jumped into new heights with more daily visitors. But I wasnt so surprised. Ask me why, and I've just figured it out last friday.

Seriously, owning a blog means to accept all kinds of misunderstandings which might be caused to the below reasons:

you don't understand my English (Sorry lah, too easy till you don't understand a shit)
you assumed that I did not get my facts right
you are muthafucking childish

One great advice, PLEASE GO GET A LIFE.

Maybe I don't understand la, you're right. Its not maybe, is I DON'T Understand at all. And I don't wish to. Cos its a waste of my time to understand so much yet you guys are the ones who don't get it. What has passed, it over. You don't think about it everyday and bare grudges. I am not sure whether is this how you solve things but it definitely works for me. That is because mutual trust is more important than an explanation.

Please go ahead to misunderstand because if you're sincerely my friend, you will speak to me personally to clarify doubts just like how friends should be. But if this is not happening means this friendship is totally meaningless. Cos you prefer to stab than to solve.

FYI, I will NEVER write something without clear understanding of what is going on. If you ASSUMED it was like this, then let it be because it is too tiring to keep pacifying kids like you. I've got more things to tend. You should know what kind of person am I till this point of time. No point explaining so much after all I did not do you any wrong.

So shooo.

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Im getting sick of office job already. Miss my attachment so much.

I don't mind 24 hours duty seriously. Cos Im so into my new career, where it all begins in 2 months time. Can't wait. :)

To my two best buds

2009-06-25T22:34:00.000+08:00

Im not a kid, so I shall refrain from scolding vulgarities. But I cant help. Cos that ass is pissing me off. Hey, why am I getting pissed off in the first place? Wonders me.

You don't exist in my life. And say whatever behind my back because I seriously don't give a damn. Especially a liar like you deserve NO respect. Am done with you.

Glad that the two birdies are slowly recovering from their shots. Hey pals, some things can be easily resolve so don't think so much about it alright. Mutual trust and respect is really important especially in maintaining long years of friendship. You both are my babes yea, so none should be upset about anything yea. If there are doubts, clear it like an adult. We are all turning or already are 22 so I guess we should be more mature in handling small matters like this. Cmon, where can we find people who has walked through with us for 10 years and still counting?!

Shouldn't allow such things to pull us down. Well, of course I understand there are always gossips and misunderstandings but think about the time whereby what pulls us together. Don't carry the past and cherish the present yea.

As we walked towards different directions of our lives, we change and we adapt. Maybe we can have very different views but don't forget where we started in the first place. The same school that made us when we were young. Let these memories be kept in your mind forever, so that each time when you think about the past, you can smile and tell your children that, these was how mischievous you are. Let there be no grudges and only those beautiful time whereby we were all once a kid, running around from classroom to classrooms, busy with CCA and dozing off during lessons.

I always love you girls. No one can replace any of you so better hurry to clear the dark clouds soon. :)

Love,

Serene

For my two best buddies

2009-06-24T15:46:00.002+08:00

*pang pang*

I just shot down 2 birdie frens of mine.

Eh, wa-piang eh! I tell you ah, this post is not going to be very easy har!
One, go sea-sha
One, not happy that one go eat rest-to-ran.

Eh bud-dies, dont not happy lah.

Sa-more got one extra. Not your por-blem don anyhow anyhow lah. Ma-jiam like you must get involve like that. Its be-tween the two ma. Dont k-po can or not hah? You dont put out the fire nevermind leh, dont add oil lah. Aiyo, you si-bei extra you noe or not?

And you.

The one go see-sha, dont think you very noble by saying its all your fault ah! Not people want to be disappointed with you lah, you must also buck up ma. Everytime only spend money spend money, no ned to look for job is it? har? Very free har? Very free then come my house clean my pepper's cage, or I hire you to walk my dog at $2.34/hr, cool rite? Your friend here beri steady-pom-pi-pi one hor. OEI! I heard that hor, whad very little! Ex-cus Me, outside people looking for job also you noe? Still want to hiam! I still got plus GST for you okay!

Ah. Dont see see look look har. You! The one who not happy the one go res-to-ran to eat.

I think you should just let it be. No point lah, get so worked out. End of the day, our blood pressure go up, cannot sleep, cannot eat por-per-ly. Then after that will lead to heart attack, den after that call ambu-lance. You think ambu-lance is free ah? You wait long long, it cost $155 okay?! Still want to not happy or not? All $$ you know?! The most important thing is not the money, its the paramedic precious time! You already got the gastric por-blem already hor, dont make yourself sick again. Dont misuse ambu-lance hor.

Okay. Back to serious.

If it hurts you when you say something out, simply dont open your mouth to say anything. You're only digging a larger hole for yourself and it doesnt just affect you, it might affect others too. It becomes contradicting when you said that you're hurt and stuff when you could have save yourself from being hurt by not replying any remarks. And another thing, maybe I really dont understand. It has been almost a month after that pub incident. Shouldnt we just move on?

We dont live in our past. We live for the future. That is why the present is important to us.
Is that what you want to be for the rest of your life? One very good advice, Dont say "No" when you havent even try it, because each "No" leads you to another closed door. Which means, you will forever be stuck in your tiny room and not knowing the how beautiful the world is.

No doubt we still love you.
Hurry up, go look for your future now.

just some scribbles

2009-06-17T14:51:00.004+08:00

Guess you must be thinking what happened to the previous post.

I just took it down, cos I received "annoymous concerns" about it and Im not really enjoying answering questions. It just got weird when I dont really know you and you are asking me so many many questions due to the post. Thanks fren, I know you need to top up on your juicy gossips but stay out of my way. This is not the place to source for your gossips, mind you.

Anw, Im just hoping for a better week ahead.

muhaha.

Is there any iMac/Macbook user who are pro enough to teach an idoit like me to use Macintosh? Im currently on a slow dying rate to use my iMac. I took 30mins to switch on, download Mac Office, tried to use MSN and switch it off. I can't even stare at the comp for long simply because Im still not use to their shortcut keys. Omg, am I growing old and can't adapt fast enough to changes? Hope not.

I will conquer it. I am a apple-lover, remember? :)

gosh, I wanna trade in my iPhone to get the iPhone S!

Oh ya, I forgot to introduce you guys my new bf, iMac. Just got it on Sunday at the pc show with the help of sonychicken(ws) and my parents. Am broke, it cost me $2130. Did I regret? Not at all, even though Im having a hard time to understand the functions but it will definitely not stop me from loving it. :)

haha. so who's sonychicken? A really thoughtful and nice friend of mine. Friends for 7 years and still counting. :) Are you smiling? Then yes, you got it right. No? You're not getting any hints? Its okay, try harder then.

Woohoo. Happy 22nd Birthday to Nel-son-lee tmr. :)
From Happy 13th birthday to 22nd.
oh my, we're all getting ~~old~~ mature.

confused

2009-06-16T15:30:00.002+08:00

I miss him.

He treated me well yesterday, we went for movie and dinner. Everything seems to be fine, but somehow I can feel something is not right.

If you understand what I mean, there's two people Im talking about.

We havent really broke up, just that I wanna be prepared for the worst to come.
Thanks dearies for all the texts and dates. Love you guys.

thankyous

2009-06-08T15:25:00.001+08:00

haha.

9 months was just some crap that I thought of when Im really alone.
Seriously, many people asked me why broke up in the first place if the love was so perfect.
And my answer seems to be so straight; because he is childish.
That's it.

What ade said was true. You can give up someone who has 9 out of 10 good qualities. Because that missing one is the most important out of all.

With the same theory, you wont give up someone if he has the most important qualities that you're looking for and in this case, is future.

I see future in Smelly which is why I love him. He taught me to create our future whereby at times I grumbled, scolded and blamed him for what he's doing or asked me to do.

I should kick that childish kid out of my mind, afterall I should look at the bigger picture instead of stucking my head into the impossible pit hole. Well, I just need to grow UP too.

:)

Went for date with PR yesterday. haha. funny. yup, just one word, funny.

Supposed Destination: Kranji War Memorial Park
Ended up in: Bugis Junction

Picked PR up from Bishan taxi stand, bought snacks for the boys(smelly and his people at KR in ECP), it was around 3.30 when we left ECP, we took some pics. (courtesy of Walls Ice-cream)

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haha. Since they're so kind to me, I shall help them advertise ya. :)

Ok. The real journey begins.

We set off around 3.30pm. Drove to Jurong, then to Bukit Batoh, followed by CCK. I smiled when I see signs that we "might be near". But no, we were LOST?! So PR was so smart to look for a street directory in the car, happily I passed it to her. She flipped the book for almost 10mins and kept real silence until I asked her where are we. She continued to flip the directory for another 10 secs and said, "Hmmm, I dunno lei". Followed by: "I dunno how to read the map lei".

:)

Cool. So I asked her, "Did you pass geography?"
She said "the maps in Geography was so much easier!"
I replied "Omg, you can understand that yet you dont understand Singapore map?!"
She said "those were mountains mah, easier to read"
I said "wow, you can read mountains but not singapore map?"
She replied "aiyah, geography easier lah"
So I said "So you have no idea how to go from where we are?"
She said "err, maybe you should stop the car and read it"

Car Stopped.

After 5mins of figuring out.

Me: Lets just go straight first den see what is it in front.
Rong: Kays

Car Left.

5mins later, we were out of Kranji and straight at the entrance of BKE!

haah. This is how we got to Bugis in the end. Two idoits. :)

We watched Night in the Museum 2, had dinner in Mai Mason, her fav. And she bought a shirt for 46 bucks. Im really tempted to get a pair of sandals buuttt. it was the last piece and it doesnt look so nice after being left on the shelves after quite sometime.

Had an early night. =)

Go Pei Lin!

2009-06-02T18:35:00.000+08:00

To my dear PeiLin,

A big thank you for being such a supporter of my blog. haha. I guess you're the only one who will leave footprints behind. :)

Well, I'll leave the below quotes to you. May you find whichever answer that you're looking for and live happy.

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"If you limit your choices only to what seems possible or reasonable, you disconnect yourself from what you truly want, and all that is left is a compromise. "
~ Robert Fritz

"Change will not come if we wait for some other person or some other time. We are the ones we’ve been waiting for. We are the change that we seek. "
~ Barack Obama

"Your work is going to fill a large part of your life, and the only way to be truly satisfied is to do what you believe is great work. And the only way to do great work is to love what you do. If you haven’t found it yet, keep looking, and don’t settle. As with all matters of the heart, you’ll know when you find it. "
~ Steve Jobs

"Achievement seems to be connected with action. Successful men and women keep moving. They make mistakes, but they don’t quit. "
~ Conrad Hilton

"Remember that life develops what it demands - the toughest path creates the strongest warrior. Pray not for a lighter load, but for stronger shoulders. "
~ Dan Millman

Buck up!

2009-06-01T10:27:00.000+08:00

I should live a better and happier life.
Becos everyone in this universe deserve to be happy.
We should never live in the past and always look forward for what is ahead of us.
Though times can be hard and difficult to pass,
We should never allow anything to pull us down becos we are responsible for our own life and no one including your parents should be the one to answer for it.

We only live once, live it to the fullest, be happy and may you understand the real meaning of being alive. Its not to study, not to work like a dog, not to cry over the past but to search for the inner peace to combine mind, body, heart and soul. Balance is the key to doing great things. I should just pull myself up and prepare for tomorrow.

I am confident that my life has just started on a long run. A path that I am about to take whereby it will change my destiny and fate. Its time to be strong and firm to myself. Love or hate me, I am who I am and I live for God's will.

9 months

2009-05-21T09:36:00.000+08:00

You said time will heal.
You said time will forget.
You said time will come.

It all didnt come true.

I didn't manage to heal.
I didn't manage to forget.
It didn't manage to come.

I still think of the times whereby we watched movies in Sun Plaza.
Even though the threatre is gone, but the feelings are still there.
I still remember the first time I saw you under my block.
Even though it has been blocked now, but the memories are still there.
I still recall the times whereby you waited outside Cougar.
Even though I no longer work there, but flashes of you standing under the hot sun are still around.
I still hear your favourite songs playing on the radio.
Even though I dont really like it, but it lingers in my heart.
I still think of the times whereby you tried so hard just to make me smile.
Even though I always give you a hard time, you never seems to give up.
I still miss those memories at Sentosa where you spent so much just to make me happy.
Even though I always demand the best view, you always seems to be okay with it.
17 is the number that makes me sigh each time it appears on the calendar.
I wish I had that 17 again.

I dearly miss those moments where time seems to have stopped, you were standing behind me always protecting me from all dangers, your voice seems to be such a soothing remedy hence making me having countless of peaceful nights.

Yet now, she has taken the place of mine.
Being happy and able to have you in her arms.
She's a fortunate lady.
And I sincerely wish you, all so happy.

Back to my lonely room, I shut and starts to cry.
This empty heart of mine yearn to be love and protected once again.
Will she meet someone to protect her again?
She dare not think about it becos she knows she doesnt deserve it.

A weekend without smelly.

2009-05-18T00:02:00.000+08:00

Smelly was tied up with work for the previous weekend therefore I was left to spend my days. ;)
Well, it definitely wasn't any boring moments cos I spent my time wisely and *erhem, fulfilling.

Sat

Woke up at 11.30am, haha. Slept on smelly's cozy bed while he was off to work. The morning was really quiet unlike my room where it faces the main road. Smelly's mom prepared breakfast for me and I just gobbled it down while focusing on the computer screen - well it was restaurant city. :)

Smelly's daddy came home around 12.30pm so the 3 of us took the car for I.U inspection (cos he received a letter that a ERP charge wasnt deducted from his cashcard so they wanted to inspect his I.U, if you look at the positive side, well the government is being very kind to ensure that the I.U is working well however you might be thinking that they just cant let you off without zapping 2bucks of ERP charge from you. ;) Welcome to Singapore.

Enough said, lucky that the check only took us 15mins. I thought it would be another long day. So when smelly's dad asked where to eat, having not much idea, I said Chicken Rice at Thomson Road and *zoooom* we arrived in 5 mins. :)

Back in Bishan an hour later. Proceed on to another location: Smelly's Grandma place

Did my facial and my eyebrows sucks. (Sis said it looked weird, I thought so too.) The beautician was trying her very best to psycho me to get a package which cost $600. Hell, way no! I dont really visit that area very often and I dont think its a need for time being.

Sun

Rather short day. I was busy with my report research.

Hate this group to the max. No team work at all, texted me for so many days not to ask if I need help but to ask "What's the progress?" Hey people, Im not a idle-freak. I have a job to handle which is taking up most of my time due to the current flu outbreak. Our group consist of someone who is NOT working, freelance and full-time job holders. When I need research, I mean facts and statistics, NOT SCANNED Documents whereby I cant even read due to the *high resolution* & NOT WEBSITES for me to pick and dump. I knew it that I WILL regret being in this group. Seriously, I should just opt to do it alone next time if I dont get to work with people whom I can work with.

Sometimes its not that Im being selfish just that these people are simply NOT even trying to share the load. I dont enjoy doing work and sharing marks with people who doesnt even contribute. Im not that generous yet.

Its just making my blood boils. I was supposed to type something pleasant until I received her msg. Arghh! ("_)

Anyway, I caught a movie Uninvited last evening, wasnt so bad. Its a thriller not a horror. I have no mood to talk about it anymore.

Back to work.

BROKE!

2009-05-13T13:49:00.003+08:00

heartache.

I am seriously running late for work this morning, I decided to flag a cab cos it was already 8.35am and Im working at 9. BUTz, it all sounds okay and bla bla until a CHRYSLER cabbie stopped right in front of me without me flagging down for it. Guess the young man can see that Im late for something. Without knowing anything the chrysler cab, I just boarded it.

So it left the spot where I was and it was at the junction whereby it was just around 3km away I saw the FARE METER. S$7 plus 35% peak. Cool.

That's not the end. I have no idea where the young man was heading to. I told him Im going to Biopolis at Bouna Vista yet he ended up driving along Thomson Road which cost me freaking $2 for ERP! Okay, if you say 2bucks isn't a big deal then I'll say that by the time he got there my fare was already $30! Yes, mind you. He brought me to Balestier whereby he almost went up the CTE but I stopped him and asked him to do a U-turn cos he can actually go by Chancery rd. I nearly fainted.

Imagine if he really were to use the CTE, I will tear! ERP $4! shaks!

OKay. No no. Its not even near ending yet.

After turning into Chancery rd, he told me he knows how to go from there. But of cos this time round I told him to tell me where is he going. He said AYE! He said he will go by AYE exit Clementi. Can somebody bring me a knife? I told him from the start NOT to go by Clementi rd becos its freaking jam in the morning but its just not getting into him. *bursting*

So he went by Bukit timah rd and exit to Stevens rd which will eventually lead me to Holland rd(turn left) where he can just turn into North Bouna Vista rd and Biopolis( i thought he knew about tis until....) Now the classic part begins: He told me that he will just go straight from Stevens rd to Queensway then turn to AYE and he will exit from CLEMENTI!

Tell me that you are crying at this point of time.

Cabbie drivers prefers expressway and CLEMENTI?! I can tell that he's only at his early 30s. No wonder older generation likes to say that young people nowadays tend to take short cuts in success. There are definitely pros and cons for this as it depends what are you referring to but in this case anything that is straight(expressway without traffic lights) doesnt mean that it is good, it simply means that u need to pay more to enjoy(maybe) the light-free road. I doubt any commuter would like to pay for unneccessary fare. Take instructions and dont try to be creative unless you know your route well.

I spent $46.50(22.2km) to learn a lesson. I will not cab to work anymore cos CL said that its okay to be late awhile then to spend those precious bucks on cab.

Advice to readers: think twice/thrice before boarding a chrysler cab. it starts at $5 and each jump is $0.30 instead of $2.80 and $0.20 for normal cabbies. Even mercedes($3.20) cabs cost cheaper. A price to pay for the few minutes of comfort.

=)

2009-05-08T11:47:00.004+08:00

hungry, cold and tired.

haha. i NEED food! What a nice weather to sleep. hmm.

i want a big hug and sleep with chao ta(the lil black toy with sunglasses beside my pillow, a gift from smelly).

;)

Dear Poh,
Cheer up kay. Its not the end of the world. Friends that are meant to be with you will never give up on you. This is what you taught me. Be strong.

Love u always.

I love 爱就宅一起!!

2009-05-06T14:21:00.000+08:00

muhaha!

Just finished the last episode of 爱就宅一起. I really love it.
Simply making my day!

Was on mc yesterday, finally back to office today and I kinda miss my rabbit.
Oh yes, my poor pepper is sick. Brought her to the vet clinic and she is currently on medication, spent like 100 over bucks on her bills and more more hay. Took an hour to feed her medi last night, sacrifice my school hours to get her better. Hope she gets well soon. :)

Well, today is shopping day, gotta acc Mel to get his chalet stuff. A busy week ahead as Im so tied up with school projects and deadlines for reports. Meetings meetings and still more meetings. I miss business law. It just interest me so much. Hope I can major that in Deg. :)

I really wish I had a camera, so that I can capture all the memories I had before. At least I can still smile when thinking about how the past was. Maybe it wasnt that bad afterall.

Cheers. Im just so tired now.

For you

2009-05-05T12:29:00.001+08:00

just wanna be alone.

im used to being alone.

since primary sch, sec sch, Ite even now in poly.

there wasnt a really good friend that has stood by me during rain and shine. they came when there was fun and they couldnt help a bit when there isnt any fun.

the reason why I am not talkin this over the phone cos I know there's nothing much I can change becos there's the hard fact of life that Im indeed selfish and I have always wanted someone like a close friend who really understands what I am doing and my intentions.

I am going through a lot now, you may think that my life is easy but I can tell you its not at all. My life don even consist 50% of fun. Im just like you, going 22 this year. But can you really feel your friend here does undergo a lot stress and sh*t everyday?

Talk to me if you can really feel how I felt. Otherwise, its pointless to call becos Im starting to accept the fact that I dont deserve good friends. Its nothing about jealousy becos you have your right to choose your friends.

Live well.

Some reflections

2009-05-04T15:07:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 27th BIRTHDAY BIG PIG(lee da zhu)!

haha. How do you feel when you're officially 27 today? haha. Yea, I bet you feel really old today. Its okay, you'll wake up tomorrow and find yourself new and young(after telling urself that you have friends who are 27 and above).

:) see im not that evil.

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Some reflections.

Am I a very mean person? *I dont really think so*
Am I a very arrogant person? *Definitely not*
Am I a very selfish person? *Yes, to a certain extent, who isnt?*
HOWever is there anything wrong with me? *I really dont think so*

I hate people who gives in to a huge extent. Who knows the fact that this is not what you want and yet you still wanna force yourself to like the particular person/thing. Same goes with friends, after thinking for some time I notice that there's basically no one that I can consider as a good friend. Simply because we dont really think alike. Yes, I can be very egoistic, if I dont like her, you wont like her too. But of course you still have the right to be friends with her just that you dont hang out with each other. And no, you are not on my line. So we dont share the same frequencies.

Welcome to finding out another ugly side of serene chai.
It doesnt matter at least Im being truthful to the people around me. :)

stressed up

2009-04-28T17:06:00.001+08:00

damn stressed up.

work, school and him.

no good. i wanna a break.

beautiful day

2009-04-27T16:22:00.001+08:00

its a beautiful day.

wooo-ooo. its a wonderful day.

yea yea.

;D

Farewell.

2009-04-24T13:19:00.000+08:00

We were friends, really really great friends for almost 6 years. You were always there to see me through my sunny and rainy days. There hasn't been a day without looking and laughing at your huge tummy, it wasn't soft and fat, it was just so round and hard. I laughed that there must be some lil worms living inside, building a house, making more babies which caused it to bloat.

We shared supper at various parts of Singapore, always exploring good food, talking about cars and weird people way of driving. I love to pinch you when you were driving because you look really funny when I does that. It was all good times, I know it wasn't anything else except us being good friends. I thought you had put the past behind and carry on a next chapter but I was wrong. I was selfish and didn't allow you to put the past behind by being in your present. I should have long gone but I didn't.

I admit that I love hanging out with you because you made me feel really comfortable and stress-free but I also need to admit that it cannot bring me far. We all stay stagnant after being in our comfort zone for a period of time and that's not what I wanna be. I have goals to achieve and I need a drive to push me further, something that allows me to grow and develop myself as time goes by.

You were great. Someone who never gave up on me, who was by my side whenever I need you and helping me without any questions asked. I love you as a friend and I truly wish you can find your true love one day. I know that I have no right to make you stay therefore I wish you all the best and hope you find your directions through.

Love you,
small pig.

just another weekend.

2009-04-20T15:10:00.000+08:00

im feeling really sleepy today.
Somehow got this weird feeling that I will be sleeping for a long time soon.

Watched fast & furious 4 with PR and siblings yesterday. Not bad just that it wasnt that excited compared to the previous ones. Just being rather quiet since I don't have much to talk about.

Taken was great. I love it. "I don't know who you are, I don't know what you want. If you want ransom, I can tell you that I have no money. But I have a special skill, skills that require years of experience, people like you'd fear for me. But if you let my daughter go, I'll take it as it has never happened, I wont look for you. If you don't, I will find you. I will kill you."

17 again is another movie that I enjoyed during the weekend. I simply adore ZAC EFRON! haha. He's just so perfect! I love almost everything in the movie. The lamborghini was cool so was Zac spinning the basketball with one finger.

The Sniper wasnt too bad. The characters were good, I dont really have much to say about the movie. Just watch it if you like ricky and/or edison. :)

That's my movie review for the previous week.
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am jus feeling moody since yesterday but somehow felt quite cheered up after meeting smelly's clique at night. These guys really made my day.

Conversation between Ziwen & Terence:
The guys were talking about army stuff, ZW is posted to Civil Defence whereas Terence is in Transport/vehicle divison in ayer rajar camp.

T: Actually all of us here has got a specialty hor. You see har, we've got storeman, arms instructor, vehicle inspector, civil defence, bla bla..
ZW: ya lah, all very useful hor..
(T nods his head)
ZW: you know why?
T: why?
ZW: Cos if your house on fire, I can help you to put it off. And if my car needs to change its engine oil(in hokkien is called all-u), I can call you to get it done for me.
T: ......

Just cant stop laughing when ZW kept saying about putting off fire in households when he told everyone earlier that he will be doing mostly admin stuff (his enlistment is in july).

Had a sweet night.

In the car this morning with smelly, on my way to work.
Me: Its my first day of school today. again.
Smelly nods.
Me: Im going back to school!!
Smelly nods.
Me: I will go to school everyday!!
Smelly: That's not possible. *smirks*
Me: why???
Smelly: Cos I know you too well that you wont attend classes everyday!
Me: hey! that's very rude.
Smelly smiles.
Me: I will make the effort to GO TO SCHOOL kay?!
Smelly: that's good. *smirks again*
Me: What was your GPA?
Smelly: forgotten, 3.2 I think.
Me: THAT'S IMPOSSIBLE! *laughing loud* oooops!
Smelly: evil.
Me: Thats my GPA, not urs!
Smelly: oh ya.
Me: I WILL GET A BETTER GPA! And I will go to school to prove YOU wrong. Muhahah!
(sounds like an idoit)
Smelly: that's good (acting cool, trying to ignore me)

i love you smelly baby.

Happy 22nd Birthday Amos Tan Kim San!!

2009-04-17T10:30:00.000+08:00

haha.

As usual. An old friend of mine.

Saw him the other day and wanted to tell him that his looks is getting better as time goes by. I saw muscles and you know, quite sporty amos. haha.

All the best for Amos! Cheers!
yes, I know its 16.4

:)

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To that boyfriend of yours: I wish you have a happy relationship, loving forever and ever. May angels bless you and your soulmate and have endless sex in the future. Singapore needs more babies. Thank God I am not invited to your wedding(if there were to be). Im well-living and I hope you dont ever curse me for you know what comes around goes around. I learned it from your beloved girlfriend. Finally, I might be done getting all my anger out after storing with me for 8 years. Your tears are just sadness when your beloved sees it. But to others, they are nothing but crocodile tears.

You should really ask yourself what did she really do in the past that made people loathe her so much now. It wasnt something that happened when you knew her, it HAS BEEN happening before you know her. Yes, even now. So don't you ever confront us when you havent get your facts right. Understand who you are before going to others. FYI, I am just reminding you, all beautiful pictures come with a high price.

P/S: Im glad I have chosen the right one.

Sorry Amos, to flood your birthday post with unhappy stuff. I still cheers for you kays..
Happie Birthdae! :)

Wimp

2009-04-16T16:26:00.002+08:00

Please stop being a wimp. You have been one for the past decade so I really wish that if you are still sincere about the friendship between the both of you, give her a call to clarify. Only WIMPs then to talk alot when they are alone yet acting like an injured sheep in front of others.

Wake up your fucking idea. You are no longer 13 and you dont go to school anymore. Quit your childish game and welcome to the society. I believe you must be furious now. Glad you are because it just proved that you're still a girl who is 22(going to) with a 15-year old mindset.

And one more thing, I WELCOME all calls from who-so-ever who wish to speak for this wimp lady.

Yes, I dont give a fuck damn about you at all. Cos you dont even worth a penny to me. All because you lied, not once but for the past decade that I've know your name. You are NEVER sensitive enough to know what others are thinking and worst of all, your intelligence is negative zero so please dont ever try to educate others because you WILL NEVER ADMIT what you said it before.

PLEASE UNDERSTAND THIS FACT THAT YOU WERE NEVER ONCE MY GOOD/BEST FRIEND. NEVER. SO PLEASE DONT EVER SAY THAT YOU CARED FOR ME BEFORE.

ewww. i almost puked. gross.

One last thing, FYI dont tell the world that I took your friend away because you were the one who is treating her badly that's why she cant take it anymore.

P/S: GOD bless your evil soul.

Friends

2009-04-15T11:40:00.003+08:00

[gosh. i spent 3 hrs on this post.]

Friends, are people whom you say hi to when you see them. They might not know where you live, who your parents are, whats the colour of your room or your favourite spot for lunch. They send you smiles when you walked past them, that's friends.

Good friends, are people whom you share a bit more about what happened to you in school today, whether did you fall asleep in class again or which particular guy you met that made your heart beats faster. Shopping after classes are common and you would pause when you see them on the streets on weekends.

Best friends, people whom you often gossip with. Both of you love the fresh gossips for each meetup and enjoy the fun out of it. It doesnt really meant to be mean but just a way of how girls communicate most of the time. When it is time to be serious, the both of you can really sit and talk to each other be it unhappiness or stuff that made you happy today. There might be arguments at times but you know thats because you care for her and wanted her to live the best of her life. Accomodating to each other has been a habit but somehow you know that you should never go beyond the line of trust whereby you know the consequence is to lose the very best friend of yours.

That was what happen to someone who used to be so close to me yet have drifted far apart. For almost 8 years, we never spoke of what really happen throughout because I know she did not want to talk about it or she just prefer to ignore the truth of what she has done that have hurt the others.

As time goes by, I've learned to control my emotions and strengthen myself towards "friends" whom I used to care so much for in the past. My seconday school days wasnt something that Im happy to talk about unlike my days in ITE that were so much fun even though I clearly know that the Student Council was the real reason for me to be in school. My project team was everything to me and skipping classes for events(be it big or small) was a way to avoid seeing people I feel uncomfortable with in class.

I admit that I am quite antisocial at times but that doesnt give you the reason to step on me. What have you given me when I need you, and what have I done for you previously? I guess hardly one will remember the good deeds that you've done compared to those bad ones.

To that girl who knows that I loathe her find her way of getting All the attention that she ever wanted. Losing someone you love at a very young age isnt an excuse of being weak that seek for attention. You should be brave to overcome and understand the situation especially when you are old enough to make decisions for your own life. Nobody wants to be lonely yet you are selfish and self centered to deserve any friends. Lies should never come across in true friendships, it's breach of trust. Again, it has proven your insincerity towards this friendship. Tears are your best weapon to seek these attention and Im glad you found your second weapon whom I have/will continue to give no respect due to the fact that it doesnt have the basic mentality to differentiate between truth and falseness.

A deceitful person cannot keep friends for long therefore I hope you will come to your senses someday. This would be the final trip that I am travelling with you. My judgement for 8 whole years has come to a point of approval. I have/will not regret every single letter that I have written above despite any unhappiness caused as I believe there is not a need to explain myself further because you were given plentiful time to get your reflections done. If you feel that nothing has gone wrong then let be it that way because end of the day I dont live for the sake of yours and the Earth still rotate whether you are happy or sad.

Oh yes, and please don't ever use the word "Bully" to describe your friends (I mean if you really treat them as your friends) because you simple dont have the Right to use that word.

I wish to make myself very clear that no apologises will be made. Whatever written is copyright of serendipity-serene.blogspot.com, permission is require for any other publication. Thank you.

Out of Home

2009-04-02T17:45:00.000+08:00

Finally, Im gonna take a short break. 3 days away from Singapore, I cant wait to gobble down all the yummy food in Ipoh.

Got a day off tomorrow. I simply can't wait to GET AWAY!

=)

Cheers, hope you can feel my joy too.

IGNORANT KIDS

2009-04-01T11:49:00.006+08:00

"FUCK TO ALL THE IGNORANT KIDS OUT THERE!"

Shame to all the fucking kids out there who NEVER thought of what they are doing.
Don't ever talk about how much freedom you need or how much respect people should give you because you don't fucking deserve it. Please don't ever ever compare yourself to kids in other countries like the USA, Hong Kong or even China. I'm begging you NOT to ever do that because YOU ARE FAR WORST THAN THAT.

Most of the kids in the USA were taught young to respect their parents and their parents spent time to communicate with them, they were not taught to misuse their parents as a shield so that you can quit your job which you have SIGNED a contract with.

FYI, out of 10 Hongkong teenagers(age 18 and above), 8 (the other 2 are freaking rich) does part-time job during weekends or after school. They usually earn their own pocket money and depend on these cash for their own expenses.

Do read this article that was written about Singapore's pampered generation and you understand what I mean when I mentioned about China kids.

http://www.littlespeck.com/content/people/CTrendsPeople-060903.htm

Adapted from the article:
"First is an over-dependence on parents or living off them after graduation and secondly, a general reluctance or inability to hold on to a job for the flimsiest of reasons. "

But a minority is evidently growing as indicated in this letter, which says, "There seems to be an increasing number of young people who continue to take money from their parents even though they have graduated from university and with no intention of finding a job."

"At the same time, youths with high academic grades - there are lots of them - often see themselves as executive or leadership material even though they have no work experience. They want a salary that fits their expectation."

SO WAKE UP AND STOP BEING SUCH A DISGRACE TO SINGAPORE or at least to your parents!

But no praises shall be spare for some parents who DOES APPROVE their kids to quit their job as and when they like it. It doesn't help by being part of your children's "plan" to get "release" from their jobs just to escape from responsibilities. I shan't go further because I think we are not focusing on parents.

FYI, I NEVER like JC kids because most of them are so spoilt and ignorant. I'm simply not bothered by how many A's or A* you've got because there's nothing I can look up to you other than being able to study like a nerd. I'm definitely not saying this just because of jealousy but somehow it made me feel glad that my parents brought me up well to have basic manners and my college taught me to be responsible citizen.

Think about it. What do you see yourself after University? Would it be another spoilt brat who refused to face the society or someone who is capable of showing optimum results for your actions/career?

We shall see to it.

Bless me.

2009-03-24T13:26:00.002+08:00

just had lunch. feeling really sleepy.

btw, I passed ALL my modules just that costing accounting that I didnt sit for the exam.

*SMILES*

Thank Lord for his blessings.

=)

Told you so - Jesse McCartney

2009-03-19T08:11:00.000+08:00

I think this is the best song to describe my feelings now. Thoughts that he should be thinking about the past. Poh told me to get over it because he is never gonna come back and it will never be how I wanted it to be ever again. Somehow I've been playing this song again and again, the lyrics sank right into my heart flashing back the final memories at the playground. This song was like written by him to me. Did I regret? Maybe. He was my ST and the one who has been there for me.

But. God knows he's not the real one I need.

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Lookin' at you now I can tell
That you and your new relationship ain't goin' well
There's no reason your name should come up on my cell
Unless you're unhappy but that shouldn't be the case

'Cause you said said he was the one
Baby yes you said said you were in love
'Cause when you left me you said that you wouldn't be
Comin' back remember that but I never agreed

I hate to say it but I told you so
Told you if you left that you were gonna be miserable
Guess he don't do it like me or else you wouldn't be
Runnin' back to the past it was you that left me
I hate to say it but you know I'm right
Everytime you're up be callin' for me late at night
But now that you ain't got me tell me where you gon' be
'Cause I can't take you back no my heart won't let me

Girl you know he can't touch like I do
I don't see you trippin' or flippin' over his moves
Don't take a genius to see he ain't that dude
But you let him back you don't know what you was on

When you said said he was the one
Baby yes you said said you were in love
'Cause when you left me you said that you wouldn't be
Comin' back remember that but I never agreed

I hate to say it but I told you so
Told you if you left that you were gonna be miserable
Guess he don't do it like me or else you wouldn't be
Runnin' back to the past it was you that left me
I hate to say it but you know I'm right
Everytime you're up be callin' for me late at night
But now that you ain't got me tell me where you gon' be
'Cause I can't take you back no my heart won't let me

You fall on hard times it seems
But you ain't gettin' no sympathy
No baby not from me
'Cause I told you you should never leave
See you chose this road so you gotta go it alone
Remember I told you so

I hate to say it but I told you so
Told you if you left that you were gonna be miserable
Guess he don't do it like me or else you wouldn't be
Runnin' back to the past it was you that left me
I hate to say it but you know I'm right
Everytime you're up be callin' for me late at night
But now that you ain't got me tell me where you gon' be
'Cause I can't take you back no my heart won't let me

Im Back!

2009-03-06T14:23:00.002+08:00

Hiya! Sorry folks that I've been missing.

Been busy with work and home. Finally got a lil time to drop an entry so here it goes.

Life has been running fast, exams are over and here come holidays! Just received a letter from SP saying that my LOA for that costing paper has been approved(a great thanks to my sales team esp. Eugene who drove and submitted my LOA to SB at lvl 4, I know its nt near at all to the Life sciences block and I greatly appreciate it!)

I can opt for NOT attending classes for the next sems. Hurray! But Im not gonna do so because I believe I can do even better for the CAs this time round!

Work has been crazy. Christine left and Im really gonna miss her. Till date, she's the only person that has such similar taste as me. We love the same book, the same phone, the same perfume, the same kind of food, the same kind of music and most of all, we love the prata place near NUS! haha. And we had our "farewell dinner" together with Eugene on wed, we gossiped, gossiped and still gossiped! Eugene just cant get enough of all these! haha!

Tomorrow is my BIG day cos it's : PANTRY MAKEOVER DAY!

Sounds cocky? Yes.

Who's In-Charge? Me.

Yes, me! Im NOT just a logistics coordinator but an admin, pantry, logistics coordinator and sometimes a PERSONAL Secretary of my reporting manager. And all these are due to that I AM THE ONLY PERSON THAT SHARES THE SAME OFFICE with him, of course!

Uh-uh, thats nothing to be happy about. Always asking for SOPs(Standard Operation Procedure)! Can you imagine that he wants me to come out with a SOP for DELIVERY? Freaking hell, how am I suppose to write? Let me see, I shall have a draft.

SOP FOR DELIVERY (DUMMIES)

Step 1: Take ALL ready orders and put into the delivery bag.
Step 2: Check that you didnt take any useless or non-related paper with you.
Step 3: Plan your route for ALL the orders before heading off.
Step 4: Take a lift to where you parked your vehicle.
Step 5: Wear your safely helmet before starting your engine. Make sure you clipped it properly.
Step 6: Ride according to your planned route and DO NOT SPEED (even if the orders are late, just let it be because safely comes first)
Step 7: Once arrived at destination, check whether did you park your vehicle at a permitted area. If not SEARCH for a lot before walking away because we DO NOT pay for any fines on your behalf.
Step 8: Walk/Run to the recipient's office or site. (We are not liable for any accidents caused due to own clumsiness)
Step 9: Ring the Bell or knock on the office's door.
Step 10: If no one answers you for exactly 1 minute, use your handphone to dial the customer's phone number.
Step 11: If no one answers, make a call back to the office.
Step 12: If still no one answers, CALL OTHER NUMBERS given.
Step 13: If you do not own a mobile phone, use public phone. (If not borrow from someone)
Step 14: Any undelivered item brought back to office will be sent again for next trip so think TWICE before bringing anything back.
Step 15: Once you're back from delivery, go straight to SERENE's desk and tell her what is NOT delivered. Fill up the Failure Report and wait for my clearance.
Step 16: Sit and wait for new batch.
Step 17: Repeat *Step 1 - Step 16*

How's it? One word: Idiotic.

I felt as if I have just insulted someone who at least have more intelligence than my er-hem, Manager.

Cool down. Its just another SOP~!

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Pictures for Valentine's Day Dinner at Indulgz.
They serve great food at an affordable price on normal days and the settings are so romantic throughout the year! So sweety lovebirds, do check it out!

http://www.indulgz.com/

It was supposed to be a casual dinner as you can see, he's wearing a NUM singlet and me a colourblock tube dress. Nothing special about our attire at all. hahas. We watched The Curious Case of Benjamin Button after the dinner and head home.

Photos were taken by their in-house photographer, Alferd.

That's all for today.
Ciaoz!

What a day!

2009-02-26T22:41:00.001+08:00

am stress.

very stressed up!

OMG! Im supposed to submit the MC for tuesday paper's BUUUTTT I left the damn paper at home today! =(

AND TODAY IS THE DATELINE!! *aRGH!!*
Shiet!!! I think i'd have to report to school early morning tomorrow. Yucks.
I hate myself, so dumb and forgetful!

ANW, EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER! Should I cheer? Nope, I dont think so cos I gonna REPEAT COSTING due to my MC. Yups, isnt something to be proud of. Bad.

However, I've got new plans coming up to kick that lazy bumpy out of me.

Gotta rest now, finally going back office tmr! Am missing my seat and my comp. *opps!

Leavin` - Jesse Mccartney

2009-02-23T08:57:00.003+08:00

[now I know why she loves jesse mccartney, ;D]

Hey baby girl, I’ve been watching you all day (All day [3x])
Man that thing you got behind you is amazing (Amazing [3x])
You make me want to take you out and let it rain (Let it rain [3x])
I know you got a man but this is what you should say

Why don’t you tell him that I’m leavin’ never to come back again
You found somebody who does it better than he can
No more making you cry, no more gray skies
Girl we're flyin on the G5 G5

And we're leavin’ never to come back again
So call your shawty and tell him you found a new man
The one that's so so fly
The one to keep you high
Have you singing all night, night, night

Oh oh oh (repeat)
Yeah
Man she gone be singin
Oh oh oh oh (repeat)

Now if I talk it girl, you know that I'mma walk it out (Walk it out [3x])
Man I’ll put my money (Money) where my mouth is (Mouth is [3x])
Cause you the baddest little thing that I’ve ever seen (Ever seen [3x])
So ima ask you one time if you got a man

Why don’t you tell him that I’m leavin’ never to come back again
You found somebody who does it better than he can
No more making you cry, no more them gray skies
Girl we're flyin on the G5 G5

And we're leavin’ never to come back again
So call your shawty you tell him you found a new man
The one that's so so fly
The one to keep you high
have you singing all night, night, night

Oh oh oh (repeat)
Man she gone be singin
She gone be singin, uh
She gone be singin,
She gone be singin,
Oh you're gone be singin
Oh oh oh oh (repeat)

Don’t stress, don’t stress, don’t stress
Just tell him to the left left left
Don’t stress, don’t stress, don’t stress
Cause we gone & we gone & we gone
No stress, no stress, no stress
Girl you deserve nothing but the best
No stress, no stress, no stress
Girl you need to tell him…

That I'm leavin’ never to come back again
You found somebody who does it better than he can
no more making you cry, no more them gray skies
Girl we're flyin on the G5 G5

And we're leavin’ never to come back again…
So call your shawty you tell him you found a new man
The one who’s so so fly
The one to keep you high
have you singing all night, night, night

Oh oh oh (repeat)
Man she going to be singin'
Oh oh oh oh (repeat)

Have you singing all night like like
oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
man she gone be singing
she gone be singin ah
she gone be singin
she gone be singin
oh you gone be singin

Aggressive. =D

2009-02-20T02:02:00.002+08:00

Exams exams exams.

Seriously, i hate that word.

This sem has been a torture for me cos I hasnt been attending class and Im simply slacking my way through in school. Work seems to be so much more enjoyable at this very moment.

Well, what to do. I still gotta go through all this shit to get my dip. Thanks to Poh who encouraged me when I am so desperately giving up for that tough module, yes, when I say tough it means duh! I hate statistics and I am ALREADY gonna repeat my "Introduction to Business Statistics". Can u imagine that I failed my 1st stats and Im gonna take my exam for 2nd stats in less than 8 hours time? Yucks.

Note to my dear Stats lecturer, Mr Ken Kuan.
"Thank you my dear Sir for your teaching. Due to the love for your passion, I decided to see you for another sem(for 1st stats) or maybe another more sem(for 2nd stats). FYI, No, I am not proud of seeing you at all. I hope you can shower me with more 'love' this time round"

He's just so "eee-errrr", always saying this("eee-errrr") in class.

Okay. Stop the creepy crap. Time for more relaxing stuff.

Went to check out the dental, Smile Cliniques with Poh today. And you know what? I love it.

One good advice for those who are considering to do your braces at NDC(National Dental Centre): DONT EVER DO IT! COS THEY SIMPLY CANT BE BOTHERED WITH YOUR DAMN TEETH! Their service sucks. Their long queue sucks. It took me almost 2 whole hours to travel down and wait for my number to be called yet the dentist took LESS THAN 5mins to check my teeth. AND I waited 3 years to put it on, 2 years on it and gaps started appearing less than 6 MONTHS! cool shit. Point is: DONT EVER WASTE YOUR HARD-EARNED MONEY ON THEM!

Though mom paid for my orthodontics, I felt it is not worth well afterall. Poh did hers for $5k and got it done for 11months. I paid $2.3k and got it off after 2 years and Im gonna spend another $1k for a special retainer whereby I dont really know how long I have to put it on. (Nurse Yap will let me know tomorrow)

I used to condemn private clinics having the mindset that they're 'cheating' money by charging at such high price, but my perception changed after visiting Smile Clinique today. The nurse and dentist were really good and best thing is, they provided me an affordable and effective method to close up the gaps and last but not least, to maintain the smile for the rest of my life.

Smile.
=)

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Fell from bed few hours ago, hurt my back.
Hope I can still walk tmr.
Smelly smelly. Ouch.

Just another weekend

2009-02-09T11:00:00.000+08:00

My Weekend.

Exams, mug, mug, mug and still mug.
After sleeping at home for almost the whole Saturday, I decided to meet up with Poh to study. It was 6 by the time we met up so we went for dinner and walked our way to AMK drive thru Mac for our "intensive revision".

It was drizzling all the way throughout the short journey and here's our conversation:
Me: eh. I find we're quite stupid out of the sudden
Poh: please, its only you lah, Im not as stupid as you
Me: oh really?
Poh: of course lah!
Me: then why r u walking with me in the rain when there's shelter just beside us?
Poh: ya hor. (*grumbling, im having my exams on Monday(today) u know?!! I cannot fall sick lah!)
Me: *sighing*
Poh: all ur fault! I became stupid all becos of you!
Me: ya that's because I became dumb after knowing you!

Best friends are meant to be irritated at times. haha.

My books with Poh in front of me. All the notes written nicely.... however.......

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My effort went straight down the drain after a strong wind blew and brought my notes down.
=(

Poh couldnt stop laughing. She's so evil! =t

Sunday

Dinner at grandma's house. We had "Thunder Tea Rice", it sure sounds funny but its simply yummylicious!! I love it, so much. I managed to get CT along with me cos mom called last minute and we actually planned to have dinner with his family. Lovies.

Desserts were served by my aunt after our meal. CT got his and I couldnt stop laughing! It was ~~his "Favourite"~~ soya bean curd with lychee. haha.

He was happily munching the fruits..

Until there wasnt any fruits left. He quickly took my bowl away and handed me with
THIS!

yup. A clear bowl of bean curd. haha.
"Where's my lychee??!!"

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Snacks from Japan, without fail!!

I love this the most!! Super crunchy!

Milky milky, Too sweet for me, but still taste good.

Making a heart with crunchy squid. =D

Snacks snacks snacks. We cant get enough of em"!!!

All was gone before the day ended. haha. "BOSS, too little lah! We need MORE!! haha!"

Greedy piglets. Yea, we are. =]

Fun stuff.

2009-02-04T11:30:00.002+08:00

1. Put your iTunes or music on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Write a short comment about the song that answers the question!
5. Paste this at your space! Enjoy!
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IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY
In the end - Linkin Park

"In the end, it doesnt even matter"

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
In these shoes - Kristy Maccoll

"The intelligent, smart and stylish lady that never fails to put on her best regardless of her age"

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Mercy - Duffy

"I love you but I gotta stay true.. I need a man who can stay true"

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Touch my body - Mariah Carey

"hah! Put me on the floor, mess with me around.. "

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Stop - Spice Girls

"You just walk in, I make you smile but you dont even know me. Take or leave it or dont even bother" =)

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Valentine's day - Linkin Park

"I used to be my own protection but not now, cos my perfect has lost direction, somehow"

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Nobody Knows - The Tony Rich

"Nobody knows it but me"

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
You Sexy Thing - Hot Chocolate

"LOL! haha, no thats not true! haha!"

WHAT IS 2+2?
Me & You - Cassie

"You've been waiting so long for me to answer your call" haha

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
With You - Chris Brown

"Im so glad that you're mine, you make me all in love... with you with you with you with you girl." =D

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Everyday I Love You - Boyzone

*this is creepy, haha. the song was shuffled.*

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Chasing Cars - Snow Patrol

"I dont quite know how to say, how I feel"

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Labels Or Love - Fergie

"Already know what my adiction is, I'll be looking for labels with love"

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Too Serious Too Soon - Gareth Gates

"I wanted you to love you, I wanted to be there for you like no one else before"

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Only Time - Enya

"only time......."

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Can I Have This Dance - Vanessa Hudgens & Zac

*I SWEAR IT WAS ON SHUFFLE! Speechless, this song tells it all*

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Like A Rose - A1

"As there I look into your eyes, I see an angel in disguise, send from God above. I finally found a path to lead me down this lonely road."

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
The Sweet Escape - Gwen Stefani

"haha. sweet"

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Bleeding Love - Leona Lewis

"they need better guys"

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Fever - Peggy Lee

"Fever in the morning, Fever all through the night"

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Apologise - One Republic

"I will NOT apologise till death can?! haha."

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
4 in the Morning - Gwen Stefani

"All I know is, you gotta give me everything, and nothing matters, cos u know I give you all the thing"
*this doesnt work, so I do regret doing so much sometimes knowing that I get nothing fm you in return*

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Leave (Get Out) - JoJo

"Get out, right now, its the end of you and me and I cant wait for you to be gone. You said you would treat me right but its just a waste of time" *truly agree*

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Irreplaceable - Beyonce

"you must not know about me, you must not know about me"

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Where'd You Go - Fort Minor

"Where'd you go, I miss you so, it seems like forever since you've been gone" *haha, I dont think I'll get married cos there's no groom for me*

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Superman - Five for Fighting(dawson)

"haha!!"

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Never Be the Same Again - Melanie C

"nothing venture nothing gain"

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
All My Life - K-Ci & JoJo

"no comments"

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Boston - Augustana

"you dont even know me and you dont even care"

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Till the End - *forgotten who sang this*

"yah, complete till the end!"

-End-

Too Exhausted

2009-02-03T14:02:00.003+08:00

The subject tells it all.

How i wish there's a cosy bed right in front of me now. Here's the new skin cos I just dont feel comfortable with the previous one, too complicated for me and I get sick of it after some time. I kinda like this current one, simple and easy. =)

I've got QA lab test in 10mins time, hope I can get at least a B. yup. Got a date after that. CT asked me out for moovieee and we're watching Inkheart. Hope it is really interesting to keep me awake cos Im really sleepy due to last night's study. Late night study at NP's mac with Poh, Im glad I took business instead of engineering because I had a hard time understanding Poh's notes. A conversation that I had with Poh while studying that I find it amusing;

Poh: *pointing at her notes* What's hood ar?
Me: huh? What hood?
Poh: Hood lah, u know what is it made of?
Me: err... what kind of hood? You know the hoodie that people wear, its made of cloth, so what hood are you talking about?
Poh: err. I dont know lei. *points at pic again*
Me: Auntie, it should be steel or metal right since it contains helium (thinking: common sense right? haha)
Poh: talking abt helium, my friend stuck helium into his nose the other time and he sounded like donald duck. so funny.
Me: orh.
Poh: Helium is expensive you know.
Me: ya, i know, it cost $70 for one small tank
Poh: yah. ........... ......... (as she continues I went back to my books)

*my dear friend lack of CS. hmm. haha. And she definitely cant study in a quiet area cos she will start walking ard, and if she goes to sch for revision, she will start talking non-stop. haha. Yes, Poh I know u too well. haha*

haha. Goodluck to All who are taking their exams soon, which includes Mag, Nina, Lian Hui and my fellow friends!

Boss will be back on thurs, hope he bought Japan snacks for us!! haha. I still miss all the Jap food and I crave for SASHIMI!!! yum yum! More more sushi please!!!

I came across something interesting on Facebook recently, will do up the quiz and hopefully everyone will pass it around. Its Fun and entertaining after a hard day at work/sch. =)

Didos.

My over tan, chao ta

2009-01-28T23:15:00.001+08:00

Cant stop laughing at this! Hahahaha. Super cute!

Simply PSP

2009-01-21T14:06:00.007+08:00

Ever wonder why so many people are hooked onto PSP?

Well, I know why. Because they're simply a mobile way of having fun and releasing stress.

hmm. =)

Oh yes. I think I left something out on my birthday post.

Present from beloved CT for sweet 21 : A Silver PSP, pink pouch & pink strap.

I was quite surprise to receive it because imagine he's an electronics-idoit. He only learned to switch it on just last year after his mom got his brother one, and it was after staring at the gadget for almost 30mins! haha. *hahahaha. I cant help it lah!

Well, another surprise was that it WASNT IN PINK but silver! =(

And his comment was: "Silver look more classy, pink too girly."

My reply was: "Am I not a girl or shouldnt U be glad that I AM girly???"

He replied: "Errr true buuutttt silver I can also play mah. Imagine me such a manly guy playing with a Pink toy, quite gayish right."

I laughed. Cos end of the day, he's buying in consideration of himself too. haha.

Buutt somehow, I still wanted something pink, sooooo I went down to AMK hub with CT's mom to get a pinkish casing for my new dearie. haha. To my surprise, I saw HK. Nevertheless, it was bought home by me. =)

*sorry smelly*

ha. Currently am playing Sims 2 Pets. Cant mod my set cos its version is too new so I gotta wait before I can do anything to it. CT got me a 2gb memory card too.

He's a rather sweet guy afterall even though he tends to nag alot sometimes *or most of the time* haha. But thanks sweets. You're still CPG's favourite. huggies.

urge to blog: Happy family night

2009-01-15T09:38:00.007+08:00

i just did something really foolish.

i printed not photocopied but printed, 100 copies of declaration letters without my signature. *yes, which means Im gonna hand-sign all 100 COPIES! ohmigoodness* but anyway this week has been fast and relaxing, no pressure from work it all went so well! =)

I hope the person can feel all these TRULY SIGNED letters!
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Anw, I managed to survived an evening at home without my lappy!! haha. I had dinner, watched teevee, bought my contact lenses, chew on snacks, did a light jog, bathe & sleep. hahas. Its just so amazing cos this was something that I doubt I can in the past.

Well, it can be quite bored watching tv for a period of time and so.... I decided to take pictures of my m0m & dad, but there's nothing interesting about daddy cos he was busy writing CNY cards to his fellow friends so I paid more attention to mom.

She tried to cover my camera *like she was some superstar-haha* when I was snapping her but gave up after I show no sign that Im gonna stop irritating her. This pic was quite funny cos I think she looked alike with the person on tv. haha.

Not so bad afterall, a day home can be much interesting when you have a mommy who can really entertain you sometimes. haha. =)

FRIDAY IS COMING! ITS TOMORROW. ITS THE DAY!

Just another day!

2009-01-14T10:23:00.003+08:00

I love my mom, my dad and my naughty stitch.

Mom made sandwich and lunch for me, so I can save save save $$!! hahas. Very broke can, spent alot on the clothes and food. munch munch.. I love good food.. Simply cant resist those fresh sashimi, oysters and seafood, ohmigoodness! Life is just perfect with good food. Every bite is worth living for. haha. Im such a whore for them! Opps.

But at such time, its good to control the temptation. Many people are running out of jobs so I must save enough just in case. =)

Had a simple dinner with CT yesterday, met up with Melvin. A guy does change after entering NS especially police force, what else can you expect? Better life? No way! All the best Mel, hope you can survive the training and be a real cop!

Im beginning to love my job again, no more tough quest. Its always good to talk them out. Having D&D on 6 Feb, theme is Shanghai Surprise. *ya, u might be think, why out of all theme* haha. So i guess most people will be wearing Chong Sam. Ohmigoodness, doubt Im one of them. Carol was saying that we should wear do-dou *ancient chinese BRA*, really surprising ma! Sexy, surprising & SHOCKing! hahas.

okays. shall stop here. Im hungry orayde, gonna munch the hotdog bread that CT's mom made for me this morning. hee.
tas!

The sweetest Sunday

2009-01-12T11:08:00.005+08:00

yes, this post is filled with honey, candies, sugar, sweets, lollipops, anything that you can think of that is sweet. I love it. simply love this.
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Spent my morning with mom and sis having tim sum and noodles, did a rather expensive car wash for $4 at Thomson Rd. (can get it at $2.50 only in Bishan lah!) But the car was clean and look shiny so I shall stop grumbling about it.

Arrived at CT's place at 3 after making a delivery at Toh Guan Rd, made noodles for Edmund and was playing PSP before CT came back from gym. We left the house before 5pm for Vivocity.

Met Mennis who is working at JY, she lost 8kg, ohmigoodness, she's looking better each time. Well, CT and I had Sakae Sushi for dinner, din managed to get any pics cos I was happily eating when the food arrived. hahas. We were craving for fresh oysters but unfortunately we were running out of time so next time perhaps. =)

We watched the movie, Milk. It was a true story that happened during the 70s about gay rights, California's first openly gay elected official, Harvey Milk, a San Francisco supervisor who was assassinated along with Mayor George Moscone by San Francisco Supervisor, Dan White. (err, yes, its my first R21 movie that I have watched LEGALLY, I sneaked into one moviee when I was just 19!) hahas. Well, it was a really good film that taught me to be firm in what I believe in. There are no naked or sex scenes, its just homosexual thats why its rated R21.

Comments:
"Powerful, controversial and inspiring. These 3 words somehow describe this movie as a whole. Sean Penn's performance doesn't only impress the audience but also brings hope and inspiration to the minorities mentioned in this movie. Harvey Milk's tragic life is presented extremely well in this biographical movie which was directed by Gus Van Sant. It's amazing. A movie that really pushes the boundaries!"

CT sent me home after the movie. We really had a good time because everything went so smoothly and we were chatting happily on our way back. Im so excited for Friday and so I hope it will arrive soon! Im on a Very Strict diet this week so du-off all the fatty temptations!!!

Cheerios!!

The Thoughts of an Officially 21 Lady

2009-01-05T11:30:00.000+08:00

(This post supposed to be posted on 30 dec. But something wrong with the loading of pics and plus a little bit of laziness, here you go. )

Finally,

Christmas is over.

CT's Birthday is over

My Birthday is over too.

Im officially 21 today.

How does it feel?

Ans: Young and good!

=) Welcome myself to the adulthood!

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Well, this ain't gonna be a short post so do take a cup of hot milo, sit back and enjoy. Rather naggy, but you know me, I like to jot all those lil thoughts down before everything slip out of my mind slowly as time goes by. (*im a rather forgetful person, if you realised)

Here's where the party begins. 27 dec, Island Resort, East Coast Park, Chalet E02, 8pm.

*wee-wee*

Ms Poh, who never fails to be the first to grab food!! Cougar-Danfoss: Khai-lany, Mrs Khailany and HAzira!

ITE Classmates: POH chee beng & Wilson Quek. Herman was missing. hah

Cousins: Old and young

Family: The grandma(who seems to be closing her eyes) & the 3 couples.

The cake. Errr. Doesnt look much tempting.

Err. The cake maker. (opps)

Aunt Irene - kept asking for red wine but the bartender went MIA!

My babes: Super love them. Thanks girls!

Lovely Godparents: Open minded and never gave up on me. Huggies

ITE SC: Dei & xian xian (Moon had camp so couldnt make it)

Sigma Aldrich: The current hype ppl at work. hahas! (thanks for the BIG angbao!)

Event peeps: Kelvin & Nic (both looked quite tired, guess they're too full after dinner)

Mom and I (no doubt, she's my mom, we look alike dont we?)

Preparing to cut the cakecutting the cake

Done! *hey, why's the candle still lighted??*
**missing pic that got deleted accidently**

Best bud: poh. Thanks babe for always being there for me.

The party ended at 12am. Amazingly, people only started leaving at 11.30pm. haah. It was the best birthday party I ever had. Thank you each and everyone who participated in it! Special thanks to the below people who msg/call me throughout on 29 Dec! hugs and muacks to u!

Uncle Alan
Steffi
Carol
Melvin
Poh
Shirley Chai
Moon
Jerry
Fiona
Pei Rong
Adeline
Richard
Cynthia
Ram
Cherine
Lian Hui
Deidre
Hui Ying
Timothy : Happy Birthday to U too!
Maggie : Happy Birthday to U toO!

Indeed a sweet 21.
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29 dec - Had a late lunch with the babes. Moon, Dei and Xian xian.

munch munch...
mmmmuuuaacck. yummy.

Hmmm.. Satisfied. .im gonna cook u.. im gonna cook u..
Present time!
ta-da. $60 Charles & Keith shopping voucher.

Thanks for the voucher, knowing that I love C&K. Its simply a good present.

That's all for today. I've spent 2 hours on this post! gtg. geek!

CT's 22nd birthday cake!

2009-01-05T01:22:00.001+08:00

Haha. There's spiderman, pokemon, coconut tree n teddy bears. Ha. Wad a way to describe his age!

If I was a Boy

2008-12-20T22:36:00.000+08:00

"If I Were A Boy"

[Verse]
If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I’d roll outta bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted then go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I’d kick it with who I wanted
And I’d never get confronted for it.
Cause they’d stick up for me.

[Chorus]
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man.
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

[Verse]
If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it’s broken
So they’d think that I was sleepin’ alone
I’d put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’d be faithful
Waitin’ for me to come home (to come home)

[Chorus]
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man.
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted (wanted)
Cause he’s taken you for granted (granted)
And everything you had got destroyed

[Bridge]
It’s a little too late for you to come back
Say its just a mistake
Think I’d forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

[Chorus 2]
But you’re just a boy
You don’t understand
Yeah you don’t understand
How it feels to love a girl someday
You wish you were a better man
You don’t listen to her
You don’t care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you’ve taken her for granted
And everything you have got destroyed
But you’re just a boy

Im such an asshole!!

2008-12-19T12:33:00.002+08:00

WAKE UP BITCH!

GET A LIFE. U ARE SUCH AN ASSHOLE.

A FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT! WAKE UP YOUR IDEA!

IM TALKING TO YOU, U BITCH. YES. U!

WAKE UP YOU ASS!

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ok. im up. Fully awake.
Thanks.

My cries

2008-12-19T09:02:00.003+08:00

i feel so helpless.
and crying inside me..

i miss u so much. hasnt been stopping before.
i really miss your touch.

the thoughts were never gone before. never.
please come back to me.
i beg u.

Recently....

2008-12-17T19:59:00.005+08:00

still working, working and working..

im tired yet happy because working means I have more $$ to spend next month. =)

yups. CT and I have drafted my resolution for year 2009!! hahas. Great, Im excited and looking forward for it because I want to Be THE next Swift OWNER! hahas! *ok, im NOT dreaming!!* Determine this time round. I need to prove myself!!

27 dec is coming. Invitation cards sent and Im just busy planning for the activities and flow for that day. Im really excited because CT gonna do "Magic" on that day. He's currently on a secret "mission", not too sure what he's gonna do but I guess its something that you guys NEVER expect on a birthday chalet. hahas! By thinking of it, it has already made smiles on my face. So excited can?!

Really curious what is he getting for me. Errr.. My ideal phone? A new bed? Sony camera? Birthday bash? A romantic dinner? Or just a super tight hug?? hahas! no idea lahs. As long as he is sincere I guess it is more than enough. =)

Well, recently I guess Im so detach with my mom. I have the urge to convert because I dont find any purpose or benefit from being a Catholic at all. yes, at all. After being a Catholic for almost 21 years, I find it so meaningless being in a community that is so selfish, full of comparison and demanding for others yet not themselves.

First time in my life that Im feeling hopeless for my belief. I envy CT's family when they visit the temple together, they were smiling and enjoying their family time even when it comes to praying, everyone was on the ball. Nobody said anything about being bored and feeling tired. But when I reflect about my own, I felt so pathetic. I have a mom who is so "holy" and always talking about God's wonders but the fact is NObody in the family feels like she does. We simply dread praying at home and we are NOT frequent church-goers anymore which sometimes really made mom mad. You can love God but dont force us to do the things that we dont because U simply dont listen to us because U love God so so so much MORE than you love your family. It hurts to accept the truth that sometimes me and sis felt we dont belong to the family at all.

I dont hate my life and I wont let religion issues spoil my everyday life. Belief is something that its either you believe because you felt it or you dont believe because it doesnt bring you any peace anyway. But as long as you live your life without affecting others in a negative manner, I guess having a religion or not doesnt really matter. So what if you go to the temple everyday and steal twice a week, you're still a thief and get caught end of the day, it doesnt mean that the police will let you off just because U are a "holy" person.

What comes around goes around.

Sweetest treat

2008-12-14T14:46:00.001+08:00

Angry but im smiling. Got scolded for sleeping in the car, was feeling so sleepy aft running.. CT called n was so furious knowing tat i slept in the car.. I was mad cos i din wanna go gym in the first place so u cant blame me for dozing off.. So he told me to get money fm the car to buy food fm the cafe.. I was still kinda stoned so i took 10bucks, went to the cafe and stared opposite as trains passed by at the station.. He walked towards me, well.. Said something sweet.. And took 10bucks n secretly got me my favourite light food n hot milo..

I know im too detailed. But i jus wanna have all these blog down. Sweet memories are hard to come by. Treasure them before they slip away. Cherish before perish.

KL Trip

2008-12-08T23:04:00.001+08:00

6 hours of bus trip. 2 stopping points. 2 movies played. enjoyed.

Arrived KL at 10.30pm. Watched Death Race and Saw IV. hahas. really nice, no wonder Christine says that saw IV is actually a rather meaningful movie. I think its not so bad afterall. =)

Spent two nights in KL Plaza with CT's family. Saturday was quite boring, sorry to say but I admit that was not really well spent. I guess the Genting trip wasnt too good cos Im such a timid cat however I had a different feel this time round, it made me realised what's real love. Sometimes, its good to just relax and let things take its nature course. I dont wish to put in too much but of cos I still want to do as good as before.

Let's put aside all the feelings and thoughts. Time for pictures!! hee!!

Two nights in KL Plaza. AND So....

We managed to spend the last night in...... JW Marriot.

=) No pics yet. opps. its in the camera. CT bought red wine and Chewy Junior. I dont really like alcoholic drinks but it taste quite okay afterall. hahas. I love the comfy bed and the big bathtube! Will upload the pics once I got them from CT.

Btw, I've cut my hair. yes. again. But not so short this time round. And Uncle Alan dyed it reddish brown for me. I looked rather old at first but somehow got used to it after awhile and guess it wasnt too bad. hahas.
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Arrived Singapore at 10am today. Was being dragged to the gym shortly after reaching Bishan. shag. Gym for around two hours. sleepy and tired. Im super broke. Spent too much this trip and got my wanted items from GNC. another 100bucks gone.

Hope I've got enough to spend for my birthday gig. Invitation is on the way!!

See you there!

cant take it anymore!

2008-12-01T12:41:00.000+08:00

suddenly feel the urge to head home.

stress level is at maximum and i just feel like going home to study for tmr's test.

i need help. urgent help. but everyone seems to throw more things at me. hate it.

argh.

The Doggie Nightmare

2008-11-24T15:10:00.000+08:00

Oh. Its another MONDAY.

Argh. I dont really like Mondays, I prefer Thursdays cos its just one more day before 2 off days. Why not Friday? Because very soon it will be Monday again. =) hahas. yea. Learn it and love it.

Life has been great. But just lack of sleep almost everyday especially last night. Here's something to share for dog owners. Do talk to your dear pet/s every morning and night.

This was what happened last night: Lights off in Kitchen, Ginger(the dog) was already in her designated area, it was blocked purposely to prevent her from getting out of that area. We went to bed. 2mins later we(CT & I) heard her running in the living room. No choice, we got off from bed and place her back again. 5mins later she was under our bed again. This went on and on for almost 6 times until CT got so fed that we locked her in our room instead. Well, nightmare doesn't just stop here.

Finally, she stopped barking and remain quiet for awhile until she started breathing in the peaceful night. (You guys do know how dogs breathe right?? They open their mouth, stick out their tongue and start panting) So it was real loud and CT had to say: Quiet Ginger, we know you're still alive. Yes. Breathe softer, stop panting. Well, however it didn't really work and ended up making her more excited, she jumped at the edge of the bed and started licking our feets, hands and my FACE! Ohmigoodness! *ya, u laugh, wait till you have a dog like Ginger to put your sleep into a nightmare* I couldn't sleep cos Im a light sleeper and I can't stand small movements that create noise. The only noises that I've so far got used to are the cars at the main road and CT's snoring (I had a hard time adapting in the beginning).

So the night went on, waking and falling asleeping, waking and falling asleep. Terrible. Am so sleepy now. arhh. But CT made some sense about Ginger's behaviour, maybe she just missed CT's mommy so much cos CT's mom spends most of her time at home with Ginger. =)

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Poh had flooded my tag board. Great.
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I wanna go on a holiday! Who wants to join me??? hahas!

My fabulous weekend!

2008-11-17T15:01:00.001+08:00

I love this photo cos he smiled. So sugary sweet. Its my P plate. argh. 7 months to get it off! hahas. yeah!

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I had a great weekend with my family.

Saturday
CT's family day. We went town to get CT's sunglasses and leather pouch for the car key. Phew, had a hard time looking for it, but still we managed to get it after browsing through the shops at Ngee Ann City, Wisma and Paragon. CT got his Mont Blanc sunspec for 500 bucks and the pouch for 60. I don't think I'll spend that much for a pair of eyewear and I don't think anyone here is interested in my comments.

Got myself a formal dress for today's module test. Interview.
yes. And yes you're right, its an interview test. haha. I think it shouldnt be a problem to me since I have so far got the jobs that I have interviewed for. From 5 panel interviewers to 1 individual interviewer, I think confidence can get you your ideal job. I did my presentation on the types of interviewer last monday and so far, it doesn't really seems that terrible afterall. One good advice: SMILE! A smile can ease your nervous and create a warm impression to your interviewers.

I guess Im really blessed to get a job that I really enjoy so far. Its near to school and CT's camp, the food is great and the environment is relaxing. Life is doing great thou I still miss the old times.

Sunday
Mom treated the kids(me & sis) Hans, I had my fav Agilo prawn. Brought them to Qian Hu fish farm after lunch. ahhas. Mom wanted to do the fish spa and so I finally got a chance to do it for free(cos mom paid!). It was fun but sis didnt like it cos she finds it too ticklish. hahas. Well, we didnt forget daddy so we got him 10 green light tetras.(me n sis caught it!) We wanted to go to that seafood area where there's a strawberry farm nearby but we were running out of petrol so we decided to head fast to Marsling to feed my baby.

Mom & I went on to Causeway pt to get some groceries. I did my eyebrow at Pola for 15bucks and head off to Charles & Keith. Finally, I managed to visit a shoe boutique after so long! I miss my shopping sprees! I got myself a pair of gladiator, it was cool even though it has been so long in the Europe fashion but I still love it with my red tier long skirt.

Arrived at CT's place at 10.45pm, went Siglap HK cafe to have dinner with the guys. I was really mad at CT cos he didnt let me know in advance and still argued about time managment. But he was good after that cos he treated me my fav Haagen Dazs choco ice cream. $5.50 but its all worth it! It makes me smile and sing along with my fav cheerful song, Jolin: Shou Ai Ni played in HK cafe. hahas.

Well, happy moments were over and we slept at 3am after washing the car at Caltex. Uhoosh! Its just a fantastic weekend.

I wore my formal dress today, feeling really sleepy but energized after knowing that Im meeting CT later after that "interview". hahas. Im in heels and Im 3 inch taller which means he is 3 inc shorter today. hahas!! I know Im evil but hahas. Its good to create sufficient humour to spice up a relationship isn't it?? hahas.

Have a great day too! ciaoz.

Smile :)

2008-11-17T14:04:00.001+08:00

Two babies

2008-11-17T14:03:00.001+08:00

2008-11-17T14:02:00.001+08:00

Jason Mraz - I'm Yours

2008-11-12T01:52:00.001+08:00

Well you done, done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks and now I'm tryin' to get back
Before the cool done run out I'll be givin' it my bestest
and nothin's gonna stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

But I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
Listen to the music of the moment people dance and sing
We're just one big family
And it's our god-forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved loved

So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

Do you want to come'a,
Scooch on over closer dear
And I will nibble your ear

I've been spendin' way too long checkin' my tongue in the mirror
And bendin' over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and I laughed
I guess what I be sayin' is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanities and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to do
Our name is our virtue

But I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours
Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find that… the sky is yours
Please don't please don't please don't
There's no need to complicate
'Cause our time is short
This is, this is, this is our fate
I'm yours...

I love CT

2008-11-11T00:01:00.002+08:00

9 Nov 08 - we got OUR first baby.

hee. secret. I love this special present. Can't wait for it to come soon.

Clue: Pearl White. (mmm, quite obvious isn't it?)

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Took a day off today, don't intend to be so detailed about how I spent it.

Im happy becos the presentation went well. My hardwork were paid off, cos everyone likes the slides I did. yea. I hope I can grab an A for that module.

Alright. Its getting late, gotta work tmr. Ciaoz.

The Birthday Wishlist!

2008-11-07T20:49:00.009+08:00

haha! I had a super stressful and tiring week at work so I thought of doing something to entertain myself at least for now, fantasizing about birthday gifts! hahas. Not really long but let me happy for this 10mins lah!

=D

No. 1

yeah. Top on the list: Sony Cyber-shot T700 (PINK!)

10.1 mega pix
4x Optical zoom
4gb internal memory

Shoot, store and sort photos easily. The new Cyber-shot T700, with 4GB internal memory and innovative photo-sorting function, is the perfect story-telling accessory. Capture beautiful moments, then let the camera sort the photos according to events, smiles or faces. You can also create cool scrapbooks – just let the camera do the work.

With the built-in intelligence of the Cyber-shot T700, you'll be able to bring your memories everywhere you go.

I need a cam desperately! Oh my, just realised that I havent upload a single picture in facebook for 6 months! Oh dear! This is bad, where is the love?

No. 2

Another desperate item needed is BED FRAME and mattress. argh. No no. Not for naughty sports but for beauty sleep and comfort. My current bed has been serving me for the past 15 years therefore since its a new chapter of my life, I guess I need a new BED too! CT says its best to have good support, so that it wont get too noisy.

Oei, what are you thinking? Im talking about doing sit ups lahs! aiyo. kids nowaday ar. But anw, I love this from ikea. Their bed frames are really cool and affordable. People can give me suggestions on the mattress? I need one with good support and comfortable, the currently one is like The Rock! =\

No. 3
Up next will be this super lovely whitey desktop! Well well, since I already have a lappy, I would need a desktop to store my songs and files AND this APPLE iMAC is the excellent choice! It saves space and most of all, it's best to come with wireless optical mouse!

Wide-eyed wonder.
Photos, movies, games, videos, and applications with palettes. Anything you see on the 20- or 24-inch glossy widescreen display will be a perfect pixel experience. iMac features a flat-panel LCD screen with 1680-by-1050 resolution (20-inch) or 1920-by-1200 resolution (24-inch), giving you vivid colours and breathtaking clarity.

The latest Intel Core 2 Duo processors run at speeds up to 3.06GHz with advanced 45-nm process technology and 6MB of shared L2 cache. Translation: iMac runs your applications faster and more efficiently than ever before.

Tempted? Cool isn't it?! BUT it is tagged at S$1,888. hahas!

No.4
My all time favourite as usual. Louis Vuitton.

After having my first dearie wallet last birthday, I hope to add another one soon. Of course it is definitely NOT easy owning these, but I simply love the quality and most of all, its Louis Vuitton. I hope I can earn my second LV soon!

Here's a little bag included in my wishlist. hee!

Monogram Mini Lin collection is my favourite choice for LV. This mini speedy30 cost at least $1800. Ha, I guess it takes me another year in order to get it. Shall be a target for 2009! =)

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Such a beautiful wishlist! hahas. Well, it simply means I have to work extra harder to earn more money and of course blessings for my company to prosper! hahas! Countdown to december!

The rush for love

2008-10-31T07:30:00.007+08:00

Everytime when I hear this song there's always a rush for love. I feel like dancing (which I always does when Im alone!) and especially waltz. Its really such a perfect song by the perfect couple. Do u feel love too?

Recently, Im really glad that I found what I've lost for all these while. It has been quite some time ever since I realised that I've neglected so many things in life. I had a long chat with mom the night before, it really works by communicating because I finally felt family love which is being supportive I guess. Mom specially made dinner for me last night when I came back from school, it was really "woah, she finally stopped watching teevee and not talking on the phone for that while and made the effort to make me dinner". =) sweeets!

I bunked in with CT last night cos I had to be in office early today (err, Im blogging at 7.45am!), we chatted about Halloween and kinda funny, the conversation goes like this:

Me: I found these on web (article and facts fm wikipedia)

CT: Oh, interesting ar.. (reading n suddenly asked) Why their activities mentioned for Halloween is so weird? How to put apples floating on water and take it out from your mouth? Then why use saucers?

Me: Its Halloween

CT: So?

Me: ITs meant to be weird lah! Trying to be funny and nonsense mah.

CT: Bo liao, then how to have apples floating, definitely sink loh?

Me: U cut the apple into small pieces lah!

CT: Chey, techno. hey the saucer game is funny, imagine there's condom n the person who picked it will die too loh

(How the saucer game works: blindfold u and pick one saucer that contain either bean means good harvest/coin means wealth/ring means marriage/sand means someone will die/bla bla)

Me: why?

CT: too much sex everyday and died.

Me: *speechless*
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Just for laughs. Ok. Im going back to work already. yay, I've got Mr bean for breakfast (actually I've already eaten mocha cheesecake fm Secret Recipe at CT's hse earlier) ! But I still prefers Mr bean because there's choco! Orites, ciaoz.

Dont stop listening and dancing! *Can I have this dance* brought to u by High School Musical 3.

Can I have this dance?

2008-10-28T12:25:00.001+08:00

[Gabriella]
Take my hand, take a breath
Pull me close and take one step
Keep your eyes locked on mine,
And let the music be your guide.

[Troy, Gabriella]
Won't you promise me (now won't you promise me, that you'll never forget)
We'll keep dancing (to keep dancing) wherever we go next

(chorus)
It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance

[Troy]
Take my hand, I'll take the lead
And every turn will be safe with me
Don't be afraid, afraid to fall
You know I'll catch you through it all

[Troy, Gabriella]
And you can't keep us apart (even a thousand miles, can't keep us apart)
'Cause my heart is (cause my heart is) wherever you are

(chorus)
It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance

[Gabriella And Troy]
Oh no mountains too high enough, oceans too wide
'Cause together or not, our dance won't stop
Let it rain, let it pour
What we have is worth fighting for
You know I believe, that we were meant to be

(chorus)
It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you (like you)
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do (way we do)
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance

Can I have this dance
Can I have this dance

shoppers needed!

2008-10-26T02:24:00.002+08:00

she's still alive.

make her smile,
do drop by a visit at

http://www.spree-rene.blogspot.com/

u can definitely make her day brighter!

My pathetic life.

2008-10-21T12:02:00.002+08:00

Suddenly miss Cougar so much.
Those happy days when Adrian, Khai and me were always trying to get Steven to pay for our fast food(s) and taxi fares. I still can't forget the Christmas eve in the office where Khai and I worked till 1am. We wished each other Merry Christmas and started singing in the office. Those were the days and I dearly missed them. Steven was the boss and I make most of the office's decisions, taking care of the people outside the warehouse was my duty too. It was really good to be somewhere above the rest and surely you'll get to enjoy when you can mingle with the rest.

Cougar cougar. Sigh. Oh ya. Its called Menlo now. =(

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Getting back to my life.

Sick of it. Job is getting more and more demanding. School is fine unless I dont think abt the repetition of that statistics module next sems. Family? Uh-uh. No good neither. Felt like a stranger at home whereby Im just leaving with some "old friends".

I dont know whether is it better to be single or attached. I felt lonely, sad and pathetic now and then. I feel no love in my life. Especially when I have a guy who takes me for granted and a family who doesnt bother about my existence. Maybe a freefall can do the job. Im really sick and tired of this. Is there any single soul out there who can appreciate what I've done?

I cry every now and then when I think about how unimportant I am in my circle of "important people". I hope I have the strength to carry on because Im slowly losing the touch or connectivity. I need a heart doctor. A love guru. Or God himself to take me to another world whereby I can find the smiles I used to have.

Quizzzie time!

2008-10-17T10:02:00.002+08:00

oh yea. A quiz to entertain me for a lazy morning which was tagged by Rachel. Thanks babe. =)

Here it goes..

1. Do you have secrets?

Not really. I guess ct will know all of them. argh, not a very strong lady.

2. Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you?

NEVER, ever, and ever ever AGAIN! ha. Opps, too aggressive but no way.

3. Do you enjoy going to school?

Yea, why not. I learn new things every school day. =)

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?

1st, I will donate 100 million to help the needy children and education for AIDS/HIV in Sub-Saharan Africa. 2nd, Build a proper school with fans and computers for Laos village. 3rd, to open an eatery shop for mom & dad. 4th, renovate the whole house & well funished. 5th, travel to Hong Kong to visit my dear friends. 6th, get a car. =) Wonderful dream.

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?

No. The reason why we are best friends cos we cant be lovers.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?

Loved by someone whom you love too.

7. List five favorite movies.

Tim Burton's Corpse Bride(the first movie i watched with ct), Transformers, The American Tale, The Secret & Sex in the City(love it!)

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?

Wish him all the best.

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?

The DHL balloon night where ct passed me the ring by his mouth. hahas! It was really a big surprise! =D

10. Do you have any regrets?

Yes. That I din treasure the one who truly loves me no matter what or who I am. yups. But that was the past. it no longer exist. thats the sad part.

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?

Hopefully a career person with a healthy family with two kids, driving my kids to school and my hubby picking us for dinner every Friday. A penthouse with two cars and a stable career. Easy to say yet tough to make it come true.

12. Who are currently the most important people to you?

Everyone is impt to me can? I dont like to lose anyone in my life unless they chose to leave me lah!

13. What kind of person do you think the person that tagged you is?

Stitch lover. Someone who really works for what she wants. Very self-motivated. Keep it up! =)

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?

If you are rich, there's nothing you cant buy in this world. Marriage doesnt represent forever love and on top of that, without money a marriage can hardly survive. I've seen cases so I rather be single and rich, can have boyfriend ma. =\

15. What is your favourite colour?

Pink, white and black.

16. Would you give all in a relationship?

Sometimes. But dont take for granted lahs!

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?

I've tried that. I'll pick the one who can improve my life more as in educate and motivate me to improve myself.

18. What are the top five countries on your 'to-go' list?

1st Venice. 2nd Paris. 3rd South Africa. 4th Japan. 5th Cambodia.

19. Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?

No preference.

20. Five people I have tagged:

Maggie, Moon, Adeline, Peilin, Huiying. =D

not good at all.

2008-10-13T10:15:00.003+08:00

damn!

im having headache almost everyday. my brain feels like its gonna pop anytime. shiet.
i seriously think that im lack of sleep and my weekdays seem like hell. I hate the new arrangements and I hate my new work desk, yes, its spacious BUT its super short and my chair is just not comfortable at all. It makes me doze off easily. I start to drag myself to work because basically Im just stressing out each day, rushing for morning, afternoon, evening delivery, QTU QTU every now and then. Export and all the DN searching. Its seriously driving me nuts.

I need to whine. Cos if I dont I probably pass out sooner. Life is just not good at all and another sad news is that school is starting today. oh well. School, school school. I failed that freaking statistics and need to drop a module next yr. Is there anyone out there that can understand how I feel because my dear CT doesnt seems to know my stress at all. My life seems to be so stagnant to him. I guess im really a fool to take up part time dip when I can appeal for a FT instead. I should have just taken an easier way out. All this shiet is really making me breathless.

So end of the day, I should blame myself for being useless. For not studying hard enough to clear the module. For devoting so much time on other people rather than myself. For putting my dear as a priority when Im just an option. For being stupid to trust others so easily.

OK. Im waking up. Gonna stop the crap and get back to work. and life. Hey, Im not a loser. So am gonna sleep early tonight to prepare myself for a better tomorrow. Blogging does help, especially a person like me who constantly whine when things are not doing fine. Im cool.

*The above text directs to nobody in particular. It acts as a whining agent and does not contain preservatives and artifical flavourings.

My chao ta

2008-09-29T13:11:00.001+08:00

my life is like a roller-coaster ride!

2008-09-17T23:27:00.002+08:00

okays. am super busy with the blogshop and debate classes.

but im happy.

Loves CT. =)

Pls Support!!

2008-09-13T13:39:00.001+08:00

Hi pple, pls support:

www.spree-rene.blogspot.com

Your participation is very much appreciated!

=)

Life's Good

2008-09-11T17:05:00.002+08:00

Life's good. No worries.

School - critial skills
Work - solo soon.

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I love school because its debating class. We are taught to ARGUE and get HIGH MARKS! ha! Cool. Round 1, 20%. Didnt score so well cos I did more of reasoning than arguments. Lecturer said we are supposed to argue on the opponent's view. Round 2 & 3, both 40%. I got a better team this time round. An experienced debator, an IT geek to make prof slides, an Army personnel cos we're doing on War & Peace and of cos, Me, the debator-wannabe. haha.

Work is as usual. Nothing special just that my sales team is moving to Science Park which means I will seat alone with my direct Manager. how cool. But still, I love my job!

Recently been busy helping ppl looking for jobs. And so far so good. Carrefour still the same, working on sat. Its good to sometimes get connected to ppl during the weekends and get paid at the same time. Hmm.

Pepper is still surviving. Got her food and diet tablets yesterday. It smells really good, haha. Pineapple with papaya. She really huge and over-grown. Ohmigoodness. But its alright, I just got her pallets instead of those normal "flowery" food. It contains more nutrient and is much more healthier than those "flowery" food. =) I got Ginger's snack too, a pack of green chewy, good for breath and tEEEth.

Okies. Got to work. Meeting Moon later to get Dei's present. =D

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2008-09-04T13:33:00.003+08:00

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Path of Light

2008-09-02T10:26:00.003+08:00

The Path of Light.

2008-08-31T12:03:00.001+08:00

Goodbye

男人女人

2008-08-30T01:40:00.001+08:00

爱爱爱爱了几回
也明白其中滋味
付出的从来不会等于收回
我却还在等待着谁能出现

伤伤伤伤了几回
也曾经为爱憔悴
爱情里好人总比坏人狼狈
我却还是学不会狠心对谁

男人男人多希望你是好人
多希望用你的真让我不必再心疼
女人女人我答应做个好人
我答应用我一生来换你的快乐一生

爱爱爱爱了几回
也明白其中滋味
付出的从来不会等于收回
我却还在等待着谁能出现

伤伤伤伤了几回
也曾经为爱憔悴
爱情好人总比坏人狼狈
我却还是学不会狠心对谁

男人男人多希望你是好人
多希望用你的真让我不必再心疼
女人女人我答应做个好人
我答应用我一生来换你的快乐一生

男人男人多希望你是好人
多希望用你的真让我不必再心疼
女人女人我答应做个好人
不会再让我(你)心疼　一等再等
你就是我等的那个人

男人男人
女人女人
多么希望你是对的人

What do I want for 29 Dec?

2008-08-29T17:23:00.002+08:00

I just want to be happy.
For the rest of my life.

I want to smile and bring the smile to others.

=)

Be Happy.

Woodlands checkpoint

2008-08-28T22:19:00.001+08:00

Do u know how's it like to push a 400kg bike? Well, they do.

A typical Malaysian day

2008-08-28T22:17:00.001+08:00

Lives of the people who are all just trying to earn a living in Singapore.

Ooohooo!

2008-08-27T14:23:00.001+08:00

What will you do if no one remembers you anymore?
What will you do if you're being isolated somehow?
What will you do if your blog has got no readers at all?

I will just sit down and write some songs to comfort myself.
I will find a teddy bear and talk to him.
I will still continue to write because its simply my small personal space which doesn't need to be publicise.

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Stuff that has been running through my mind. Maybe I do bother alot of how people look at me. I think the answer is yes and not maybe. I hate to grumble and I hate nags! But I can't help sometimes just like mom can't stop being naggy all the time. I need a break!!!

Exams are FINALLY over! That's something to be happy about BUT there's a high possibility that I will have to repeat my FA module due to my lack of practise and revision. Ok. Im lazy. I guess my battery is running low, the energy to study and for studies. I hope I can be like Year 1 again, just being pro-active.

Just had lunch, its raining again. Feel so sleepy now. Finally I don't have to apply anymore leaves, I need to work!! I admit im more like a workaholic than a school-a-holic. I perfer to earn more $$. hee.. Life is really terrible without cash, I mean cash, not credit but CASH. A pampered b*tch like me needs loads of money to survive.

Ok. 2 Diners ppl just called. Customer Service.
Conclusion>>>Their service hmmm, no good. Im charged $40 for not receiving my bill. AND $30 for some other misc. = $70 of extra. I think these credit cards are damn evil things, small yet high damage caused. Just imagine the credit limit is $500 and they are like charging you $70 extra out of nowhere and it already eats up 14% of your credit limit every month. AND SO the best is NOT to use the card at all. haha. I've called for cancellation, thats why there are two ppl calling me, stopping me from stopping to hold the card. =) booyah. Diners-no-more.
Citibank rocks! (*sometimes)

=)

I wanna go Hong Kong. If not Genting. I just want a holiday. A school & work FREE holiday. At least this post made me smile abit. Im so stressed up by the bills. Crushing me like ice stones. But im happy too, cos i FINALLY managed to save 3 digits this month! haha.
My makeover begins here.

Ooohooo!

Its Finally THURSDAY!

2008-08-21T18:21:00.002+08:00

Its Finally THURSDAY.

2 papers down. 1 last to go. I guess im gonna repeat my FA. sigh. really badly done. Sometimes Im thinking, how do ppl consider themselves prepared for examination because I seems to be prepared at times but somehow I still encounter some problems with the paper. Guess Im simply not-so-prepared afterall. BUCK UP dodo serene!

sigh. Feeling quite moody recently, as if Im so lonely with no ppl to talk to. But life still goes on. I know I wont feel so bad after some time. =) I should say goodbye to the stupid sadness and carry on with my life.

Recently got hooked onto the Taiwan drama, Started with a kiss 2. hahas. Ohmigoodness, this is definitely the only Taiwan drama that can hook me up! Im so in love with the series. Abit childish at times but definitely a good remedy for a moody person like me. I can laugh and relax myself with some entertainment as TV has already been out of my dictionary. It has been so many years since I last chased a Mediacorp drama. hahas.

Im looking forward for this weekend. Going JB again to pump petrol. hahas. yeah. Froggie prorridge and nice seafood! No more moody days! Im not missing you.

My fab-licious Weekend

2008-08-15T09:54:00.011+08:00

A new day ahead. Forgetting abt yesterday. =)

Here to update my last weekend. =D

Alrite. Starting from Saturday. 12pm, Malaysia. Went to pump petrol. Fun. There was not much jam at the customs and everyone at the lane kept looking over at us because of the loud roar. Anyway, it was a really fun trip although it rained quite heavily and I ended up falling asleep while the guys started changing the break light and bla.

And so when the sky starts to turn dark, I started eating biscuits and entertaining myself with soduku. =)That was how I spent my National Day. Went to have frog prorridge at Geylang Lor 19 with Mel and CT after that. Ohmigoodness, it was definitely great! I love it. Strongly recommended! Throughout the meal, we were discussing about some "men languages", I guess female like me would never understand what guys are really thinking about.

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Sunday.

Nothing much on Sunday. Was busy watching Micheal Phelps moves at the Olympic. He's world greatest swimmer. Ohmigoodness, Im so hooked onto him! I love China's synchronised diving. oh my, They are really great people! Well, after half a day for Olympic, I acc CT to TTSH for his diarrohea. MC, 2 days. He smirked. Oh well, since he took whole of my afternoon. He's gonna repay me somehow. Guess what?! Frog prorridge again followed by D24! *yummy-licious!* I simply love those froggies.

After dinner, rushed home, changed and rushed down to xian's birthday at Bukit Batok. And I managed to force her to wear something like she has never done it before. haha! Mission Accomplished!

Ok. Thats all for the weekend. Monday was pretty simple. Just stayed home to rest. But still went for froggie prorridge. =) hahas. I ate froggie prorridge 3 days in a row. Ohmigoodness, Im so filled with froggie in me. hahas. Opps.

Feeling: Really sleepy

2008-08-13T15:05:00.003+08:00

Feeling: Really sleepy.

Got loads to update, its the LONG weekend remember?! haha. maybe later. =)

work comes first.

Bloated

2008-08-08T15:23:00.004+08:00

Super bloated now. Had a late lunch and started dozing off in front of my comp. Really tired. I was early today and been busy since then.. Having a test later, that dodo FA is killing me!!! Ohmigoodness. =\

The journey back to Yishun last night was bad, almost puke. The uncle was too harsh on his break man, dizzy dizzy.. =\

Last night's dinner was good just that there wasn't any chilli crab.. Well, after the dinner when we got home, mom suggested that we should all pray as it's her Birthday.. So we prayed. And started laughing half way when daddy starts to read like MRT train(thats wad mom said), and sis was swinging left to right throughout, I was simply sitting down with my eyes close pretending to be sleeping, too tired to do anything. And well, we ended with a cheer.. (FINALLY!) haha. opps.

We got her a durian cake from ANgie's choice, her fav and she finished the whole cake. Meanwhile I was talking to CT and enjoying the serious conversation. =)

Its 8 AUGUST 2008. Happy Beijing Olympic 2008. Every Chinese should feel proud.

ok. Im running real late for class. still stuck at office. how sad.

Happy Holidays!

Happy Birthday Mom!

2008-08-07T13:34:00.003+08:00

Subway, terriyaki Chicken with sour cream & onion chips and a cup of ice lemon tea, a healthy and delicious lunch for working people like me who sits in the office most of the day, is simply perfect. =)

Happy Birthday 51. I have been calling mom 51 since 12midn. =) (yea, I know its rude but hmm.. she was smiling when I said that) She has been a great mom, naggy & unreasonable at times but she has never give up on her kids. Romantic & cute at times, only daddy knows it better. Have been a real good cook all along(i wanna chilli crab!), am always proud of her because she's the person who taught me to be family-orientated. Happy Birthday to Mommy. =D

Got myself 3 tops(cotton on) for $40 and a pink bath glove(bodyshop) at $8.90. Dei and I was like too busy looking at the clothes, they're quite cheap and nice. Im simply loving Cotton On. Thai Express for dinner with two wonderful ladies, Dei and Moon. We were BLOATED! =)

I spent too much yesterday, so Im gotta save more this week. =\

Found out something real cool on my phone yesterday, it has got GPRS, which means I wont get lost anymore when I drive next time! =D Ohmigoodness, Im loving this new darling of mine. It has got Sudoku too and its a online thingy, so you can play the game and accumulate some points for some new outfits. On top of that, the Walkman player is the BONUS with 8GB in-built memory, so no worries about getting any memory cards! Ultimate. Best. So people, if you're looking for a cool phone and doesnt really like No-kia, then SONY ERICSSON's latest model, exclusive launch by Singtel on 2nd Aug, W980 fits you best.

Erm. Good advert? hmm. I think so too.
ok. back to reality. Exams in 2 weeks time.

*fainted*

2008-08-06T13:16:00.002+08:00

Its a Sunny day and Im meeting my dearies for shop at PS later. =) sweeeet.

Main Priorty:

Xian's 21st birthday present
Mom's 51st birthday present

My mom is getting on her age, but her cooking still taste as good, I had home-cook noodles for lunch today. Can't believe my mom is already half of 100. Time will pass really fast now. Daddy is already 58. Ohmigoodness, that's two years to 60. Sigh. How I wish they won't grow old, be like the mom and daddy I saw 20 years ago(just some wishful thoughts). =)

I called sis a moment ago, was asking her how old is our mom, she paused for few seconds before I answered 51. Cos mom gave birth to her at 26, so 30 on mine. Im 21, so its 51. And unexpectedly, she said, oh ya. I almost forgot. She's over 50 already. (yes she is, and there will be a 1 after the 5 at 12midnight later)

Server is still down so I've been cleaning up my desk since morning. Afternoon is usually the best time for me to slack around. =\

slacking.

just some thoughts

2008-08-05T16:55:00.002+08:00

Server down. for the past two days, bored in the office, surfing net and exploring my new phone.

I think I got to brush UP my english. It sucks. Seriously.

Was browsing through the sites and saw an article about having too much soy. Ohmigoodness, can't believe what CT said was true. Do you know that having too much soy products can actually cause heart diseases? Well, but why is Mr Bean doing so good? I thought it was meant to be healthy. Anyway, no offence just pure curiousity.

Sharing my weekend, since I have some time. I went Vivo for a movie, the Mummy. Impressive. Had Marche for dinner, the steak tasted better this time round and the rosti is still as yummy. Simply relaxing and enjoyable weekend. Its Aug and Im already planning for the up-coming (ya, i know its 4 months away) chalet in Dec. Budget set and all the neccessary work to be done this weekend. Busy busy.

Exams are coming to murder me soon. Ohmigoodness, I think I just failed my FA, yes, again. Dead. I failed both FA tests and the exam weigh 50%. =( real bad. But one good news to cheer me on, I passed my Stats, yes, because its SPSS! (its like very hard to fail lah) And so, back to square one, I still face the danger of repeating modules this sems. Sigh.

I love my job, I love my work place. Good food and nice scenery. =)
What can I expect more, its a perfect for time being.

my New life

2008-08-05T00:09:00.002+08:00

a fresh start.

i got myself a new phone, a new blogskin, a new me.

am throwing the past away, i want to live my way, my style and my name.

clarification: this blogskin was chosen purely out of cuteness.
im not really so cute in real-life. gotcha. =)

welcome to my new lifeeee~!

2008-07-23T22:53:00.002+08:00

blink blink ** did 3 weeks just passed like that??
ohmigoodness!

im still not hype to update my blog yet.
sticking to my strictly routine not wanting to have anymore of the short term memory and better concentration.

i love my new job and my new routine.

=)

bed before 11.30pm.
office by 9am.
school every evening.

love it.

2008-07-04T21:39:00.001+08:00

im stoning.

my mind is drifted so far away.

time to say goodnight..

2008-07-03T14:54:00.002+08:00

I love driving.
Rented a car for two days, the feeling was so good but tiring.
Did a complete change on my hair, now im feeling so much better. Soft-straightening really works for me. =) Im yawning now and then, too sleepy. Will be heading for class later. I passed my HR test. Happy me. uh-oh, i've ran out of things to say cos im really tired now.
Gonna take a nap nw.

=)